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Sunday, October 9, 2011

traGEEDEE October..

it's been a whole month since i last update ne..
and i offficiall DID NOT GO to the concert( although my mind was only thinking about it all the time before it was held) But I live through that fact.. * laugh*

been reading the news on the Big bang scandal earlier this month...
maa... i really hope what ever happened would not cause em to change anything..I like em the way they are now.. the way they are always.. and it would be so sad if the group disbanded( not that i was wishing for that to happen.. but looking at the situation.. hell no please)
I never like any other musician as much as i LOVE Big bang.. and they are the only group that i really realy reallyyyyyyyyy  update on to.. Please YG.. dont act stupid..

WHY DO ALL GOOD THING HAVE TO END? 
can we stop right there.. right now ... go back to the time when things were easy and happy

Even i know that they are too good to be true.. An idol with no flaw..Maji de? Are you kidding me.?
they have their own worries and prob, and streess too so.. can quite comprehend why Gd did that.. And i couldn't hate him for that.. But still, the price of that action is too high ne. *sigh*
gd, you such a heart breaker ( TnT)


why cant the bad boy image just remains there as it is?Just an album concept.. and nothing more than that.  Just leave it there.. 


Things been going pretty hectic these day.. With all the breast cancer prevention campaign going on..
Being able to meet and help many people was a fun thing to do.. but only if you are not pressured by time and the surrounding.. 
it limit your attention to a patient ( while in your mind you are thinking of other patient), and make me impatient and stressed 
I think i'm not being trully empathic when consoling patient because i dont have much time for them..I FAIL to give the best for one patient.!! and the feeling SUCK so bad!!

for those who have a family history of cancer, please.. please make an effort to have a body and blood checkup ne.
 we have several patient diagnosed with breast cancer after the checkup..And being there when they heard the news was giving me such a hard time...In a buzy day like these days, I couldnt give you my time while i wanted to do just that.. 
i wanted to be that helping hand-when they feel that the world starts moving without them.. at least for that short period of time... 

AT LEAST FOR THAT SHORT PERIOD OF TIME FRAME.. THAT TIME.. THAT PLACE..

  i'll keep on trying!!! Gambaru Me..