HOH!!

it's been a while since i post anything up here..

been wanting to do something about it.. my mood to write was easily killed after several bloghopping activity..

people may use blog for several reason..some made it as their daily diary, for business, teaching , sharing thought and idea..ect2..

I made this one and my LJ solely because I love to write and I don't wanna forget my passion towards writing.. so..I don't really care who came visiting here..

WORDS.. be it written or spoken have very strong power.. I've said that once.

and it's true..

and some people have the power to get readers to agree with their every written words eventhough it is not the truth about the issue they were blogging on.

it irritate me when people who dont really know about an issue talks like they know everything about it and post something STUPID and argue with anybody whom disagree with them..

like on the issue on religion.. I DON't THINK IT IS SOMETHING YOU CAN JOKE ABOUT..

yet ,these brats take it lightly and play around with it.. macam orang x penah belajar agama.. !!

if the one who post it wasn't a Muslim and didn't learn anything about religion..it's forgivable kot..

tapi.. my fellow Malaysian.. Melayu lak tu.. dan aku rasa Islam la( tapi sgt bangga ngan brand Yahudi dia tu)

malu aku baca weh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku pun x la baik sgt pun..

Kdg2 aku pun ada kemusykilan gak sal agama.. ada benda yang aku rasa x patut, atau aku terasa nak pertikaikan..tapi, instead of keep on confusing myself over thing like that.. better find the right answer to it.. perbetulkan apa yang dimusykilkan tu dgn orang berilmu agama.

Ni tak..dia dah terpesong ngan pemikiran dia ..nak tarik orang lain jugak sama sesat ngan dia..

Nauzubillah...

Bila orang lain sibuk ngan kempen utk memerangi keganasan yahudi.. dia dengan bangganya pulak memperekehkan usaha2 tu dan menyokong Yahudi..

Sedih aku bila aku baca dia punya penulisan.. mungkin x da sapa nak bimbing dia..

Ye..aku akui.. x baik berprasangka sgt kat agama lain..

tapi encik.. dalam Al-quran pun dah sebut.. Sirah nabi pun dah tertulis ttg agama yang satu tu..

penyokong dia membandingkan Gfnya yang beragama yahudi berbuat baik kpd haiwan ngan orang islam yang membunuh anjing yg kononnya dapat pahala( knp bandingkan ngan orang yang berdosa encik)

Encik..aku pun penah baca pengakuan sorang Yahudi ( yang kemudian masuk Islam) ni yang keras menentang keganasan Israel tu.. Sangat bertuah dia dpt hidayah yang ramai kita sendiri x dapat.

The thing is.. we are not fighting them as a person.. we are fighting THEM whom were tormenting our friends in Palestine.

Aku pun x kata suma yahudi tu jahat macam aku x kata suma org Islam tu baik..

kalau aku ada patient Yahudi pun aku x akan prejudice kat dia just sbb agama dia ( lainla kalau si PM israel tu-mau aku bagi propofol overdose - puas ati aku..)

tapi, issue di sini bila satu organisasi tu dah diketahui membiayai keganasan di Gaza.. membiayai kematian beribu orang Islam sendiri.. bolehkah kamu terus menyokong organisasi tu..?

kalau kamu tahu organisasi tu bagi duit kpd tentera utk bunuh family kamu/org yang kamu sayang.. tergamakkah kamu terus sokong organisasi tu..

UNLESS YOU ARE TRULY HEARTLESS OR TOO STUPID TO SEE THAT i think you will..macam yang kau sedang buat skrg

sbb kami yang kolot ni pikirkan hal tu.. kami benci Yahudi.. Tapi sbb kamu sgtla Cool abih, Moden la sgt kononnya.. Teruskanlah sokong Organisasi Yahudi kamu tu,teruslah berbangga ngan pencapaian Yahudi ( yang terang x da income pun kau jaja sana sini)

And I also cannot tolerate people who are not patriotic..

bukannya nak kau jadi ekstrem sgt cam si-tarian-bali ekstermist dulu tu yang sampai nak bt ganyang malaysia.. ( aku ganyang mulut tu kang baru tau)

tapi..have some respect for ur own country will ya!!!

and also please show some respect for those who have sacrifice for the country..

x tau la time kau belajar sejarah dulu kau tido ke tak..( maybe kau kena belajar balik ngan cikgu sejarah aku-cikgu Rosli- biar kena kaw2 ngan dia baru nak paham kot)

Lahir kat Malaysia, dari kecik sampai dah berjanggut pun x penah tinggalkan negara.. alih2 x abih2 kondem negara sendiri..

yang dah p luar negara pun ada juga la sekerat dua macam tu..buang duit rakyat je hantar kau ngaji jauh2..tp ko lupa daratan mcm tu skali.

the gov have their flaws..that is true..so, instead of complaining and spreading false rumors, why dont you do something about it?

be in the politic! Change the way things are now!

tapi kau mesti jawab"x minat politik" atau politik tu Kotor.. You dont want to do anything and you cant do anything better than the person you were condemning, yet still wanna act as you are sooooooooooooo big?

Haish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the answer i'm looking for all my life is this...

just read this from Iluvislam... and these is the complete answer to my worries for earlier post.....

i kinda know all these... i guess i forgot that when i was the one who were dealing with crisis...

Disclaimer: the above content are not mine... they are from that site...

just wanna share it here so that i will never forget them..

Kita selalu bertanya dan al-Quran telah menjawabnya.

Kita bertanya: Kenapa aku diuji?

Quran menjawab, "Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan."Kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar, dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang berdusta." (Surah al-Ankabut: 2-3)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa aku tidak dapat apa yang aku idam-idamkan?

Quran menjawab, "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (Surah al-Baqarah: 216)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa ujian seberat ini?

Quran menjawab, "Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." (Surah al-Baqarah: 286)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa kita rasa kecewa?

Quran menjawab, "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman."(Surah Ali Imran: 139)


Kita bertanya: Bagaimana harus aku menghadapinya?

Quran menjawab, "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang, dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amat berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk." (Surah al-Baqarah: 45)


Kita bertanya: Kepada siapakah harus aku berharap?

Quran menjawab, "Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain daripadaNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakal." (Surah at-Taubah: 129)


Kita bertanya: Apa yang aku dapat daripada semua ujian ini?

Quran menjawab, "Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada orang-orang mukmin, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka." (Surah at-Taubah: 111)


Kita berkata: Aku sedih!

Quran menjawab, "Dan demikianlah keadaan hari-hari (kejayaan dan kesedihan) Kami pergilirkan di antara manusia (supaya menjadi pengajaran)." (Surah Ali Imran: 140)


Kita berkata: Aku tak tahan!

Quran menjawab, "...dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir."(Surah Yusuf: 87)


Kita berkata: Sampai bilakah aku akan merana begini?

Quran menjawab, "Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan." (Surah al-Insyirah: 5-6)

Orang yang paling kuat sebenarnya adalah orang yang sabar. Tanpa kesabaran yang ditunjangi akal waras dan iman kental, kita pasti tidak dapat bangkit apabila menerima pukulan takdir. Walhal sesuatu bala itu juga nikmat buat kita, hambaNya. Tegal di sebalik musibah yang menimpa, jarang sekali kita mengintai hikmahnya.

Ayat Seribu Dinar

"Barang siapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar. Dan memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barang siapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan yang dikehendakiNya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu." (Surah at-Talaq: 2-3)

Sumber: Dipetik daripada Curahan Cinta Niagara karya Maya Iris

KARMA

ok... tetiba teringat kat cikgu Rosli bila sebut karma ni... sbb penah jumpa dalam buku sejarah yang dah tinggal sejarah sejak abis SPM..

tapi aku x terniat nak cakap sal cikgu Rosli yang dikhabarkan nak dapat menantu baru nanti.. Tahniah la cikgu.. wlaupun saya x dundng pun... ( dgn nada sedih) saya wish anak ckgu jodohnya panjang le hendaknya..

ok.. tinggalkan crita cikgu rosli tu..

skrg.. back to the main business..ecece..

sblm aku suka-suki je bg aku pya definisi karma ni.. aku google dulu la word ni... sblm memberi ajaran sesat lak kan...

kata encik wikipedia

"Karma' is an Indian religious concept in contradistinction to 'faith' espoused by Abrahamic religions (Judaism, Christianity, and Islam), which view all human dramas as the will of God as opposed to present - and past - life actions"

aku x yah translate la kan... sbb aku slalu tulis english korang bleh pun baca kan.. lagipun.. aku pun x paham sgt pekebendanya la dorang tulis tu.. hehe.* sambil buka kamus*

ok... wlau apapun yang encik wiki kate... aku nak mendifinisikan Karma ni macam What goes around come around la kan. kalo anda buat jahat kat orang.. korang inagt x tertangkap tu dah cukup hebat la.. tapi jangan ingat korang akan terlepas selamanya.. ada balasannya.. Bak kate pepatah," sepandai2 tupai melompat, akhirnya x berjaya masuk SUKMA jugak".. huh..macam pelik jeh.. apa korang rasa? aku rasa fresh oren (PERHATIAN: jgn guna peribahasa ni dalam karangan SPM korang..pihak kami x bertanggungjawab kalo anda kena mengulang subjek BM dalam SpM anda)

mak aku pulak kate," skrg kalo bt jahat, x yah tunggu nak kena time dah mati, kat dunia pun dah dapat dah" . x caye....? lantak r.. tapi aku percaya benda ni..

aku penah post something sal "kawan " yang bt benda salah, tapi nak jugak org puas ati ngan dia kan.. Ni kira macam lebey kurang la skrip asalnya.. just orang len la.. tapi kes lebih krg sama la. sesapa x puas ati aku ngunkit balik benda ni... bagitau siap2 .. sbb aku nak crita jugak.. Tis is my Blog kan.. and dat story involve me also.

so... dat someone membuat something yang mengsaikokan aku slama 3 minggu aku practikal kat satu wad ni.. Terasa teraniaya? mmg sgt2 trasa dianiaya, marah dan mcm nak nyumpah2 dia kalo aku jumpa dia..Because my team's reputation was torn bcos of her..( sila rujuk entry sblm ni yg menquote word"knapa grup kamu malas ?" ) Old story u may say... but please realize, bad rumors travel fast and they remains longer than any good news. Org bleh bagi seribu keburukan kita dan kosong kebaikan kita..bcause some pple like to think that they are better than other people... Thus there is a need to bring other down.

that person got off with her deed...and i got nothing to say about that.. Her luck kan.. but i think Tuhan tu sgt adil.. macam Karma.. wat u did, u get back. bukan nak bgembira atas kesedihan dia, aku pun bersimpati atas apa jd kat dia.. tapi deepdown.. aku terpikir satu word ja.. KARMA. she got her punishment 4 wat she did earlier n it was exactly wat she did to us. hurm... fullstop.

so, the point here is that, beringat la sblm nak aniaya orang.. Tuhan tu Maha Melihat dan Maha Mengetahui. Aku percaya, if u did good to other, other will also do good to you.. Mother theresa gives her life to people, she may not be rich with money from other, but she's rich with love. sampai skrg pun orang kenang dia.. and pray 4 her. u hurt other, u think other will love you kah? ( ditujukan kpd pn diktator.. ) . U say bad word to other, u think other will say good word about you? stop being delusional!!( macam sambungan emo last wek ja nih). OK... say watever, at least i know i'm not hypocrite and act as if I dont mind ( tune:beautiful monster-neyo).

oooh.. and when u talk abt other on ur blog... other people will also talk about u back...errrrr... WHOOPSIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something STUPID

WARNING : blogger in emo mood!!

It was hella week!!!

I guess I’m experiencing a little bit of burnout due to all the things that happens this week..

And keeping everything bottled up .. things just gotten from bad to worst to me..

Urgh….

m( T.T)m

still “ mourning “ over the whole Jae issue…

GOD… I miss him already eventhough it’s just 2 days ago that he left..

I hope the one who did all the dirty deed was happy that he managed to ruin it all for other people..

U stupid uncivilized netizen!!

( jae. good luck in ur future undrtaking...n goodbye. (T.T))

i dont know how some people define themselves being "nationalist" while all that they have done is not bringing the name of their country up, but they totally tore the reputation of the country.

Yes.. maybe jae have said quite some harsh words.. but why must the people be so taken over that 4 year old comment anyway?

i mean.. move on la.. he's a changed person nw.. and he have apologize..

what more can u ask for. ( voting on him 2 committing suicide?.. oh people.. What right do u have to make him do that.. are u GOD?.. gee.. the mo i think of it, it gets sillier..)

and still, by saying that he have insulted their race and country then refuses to forgive him after he apologize..dont u think that they are being childish and "mengada?". And dont u think that they are actually insulting their country for acting like a total jerk. my view on Korean people was slightly shaken after Jae incident

i know i might not feel the weight of his word too much as i am not a Korean. and I admit that i would feel so insulted and angry if someone insult my beloved country( like the whole Indonesia cntroversy over that whole stupid pendet thing.. so stupid and small it make me really irritated and yeah.. i hate Indonesian for that)

BUT..

i am not that insane and stupid to make a petition for " u better commit suicide " kind of thing..

i would not, in my right mind go and do petition like that to the one that i hate..and he did apologize..( tanpa diminta) so. end of story, Can't u just forgive him.. ?

ok... i know i'm getting a little emo right now..

but the who issue regarding nationalist just getting more and more out of focus and may i say SILLY.

its not only the whole Jae thing, it also something that happen in my own motherland and its neighbour, Indonesia.

on the whole "pendet" dance thing..

like OMG.. they really make such a big issue over that small matter.. throwing rotten eggs to Malaysian houses in Indonesia, making a riot, asking the leader to do a talk just on that.. YEah.. they sure bring "glory" and "good name" to their country..I would be " proud" if my fellow countrymen do that in my place ( not that i never think of that- send each of em back to where they come from.. semak mata r tengok dorang skrg)

NAsionalist or just simply stupid people..

IT IS JUST SO DAMN SILLY now!!they really like controversy dont they?, first on Manohara, then Amabalat and house servant now this??

PEOPLE!! come on la..

the Pendet issue is not even Malaysia's fault, its the company who produce the commercial fault. And we didn't have to apologize for that.. But we did.. and guess what..

same with those korean teenager's they say no and decided to make it a BIG ISSUE.!!

I am so angry at the whole thing i feel like punching someone so hard in their face right now..

Enough with using your "love" for your country as a mask of your nature ( being a controversy maker and a joy killer). they dont have to worry that we'll see that "pendet" dance as ours. Macam la best sangat culture dorang tu.. DAh namanya pun satu rumpun, mesti la ada culture yang nak sama(eg: BAtik)..dah suma pun ada sejarah yang lebih kurang je..Sal tarian tu..amik ja la.. nak gado2.. macam budak bodoh la. It's just a dance for God sake!! and sacrificing the relation between 2 country for that one VERY SERIOUSLY STUPID matter.. You just make people feel disguise with u and in a way.. make the other peoples hate your country. ( and I am one..x leh bayang betapa menyampahnya aku tengok Indon beramai2 kat Klang, KL skrg.. Malaysia help 3 billion of their people to earn money, and what do they give us..? beside crimes, more setinggan, more disease, overcrowding of hospital beds with their people-and most of em didn't even pay for the service..Nak cari gado lak.. so ungrateful la). And the media.. Stop Provoking the clueless people with your false facts will you?

if that what this so called nasionalist want.. well, what more can be said?

some people never grow up it seem .

notakakipukul: En Vokalis GiGI ( yang aku x teringin nak tau namanya tu).. ngapa bongkak sangat sal hal ni.. MEnuduh melulu kononnya mlaysia suka cari hal ( SEE who's talking la). X paham cerita tapi nak bersuara macam kononya dia di pihak yang betul.. get ur fact right first b4 jump to conclusion. Shame on you..

and owh.. I never like your music anyway!! so x kisah r ko nak pulau MAlaysia pun.. atau Malaysia Pulau ko ( harap2nya la).. we'll live very well with or without u..

Sabaq Izza sabaq

ok.. mental dah agak stabil dah ..

kebaikan2 memakai sneakers

nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..
nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..
nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..
nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..
nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..nyampah..


... AKu x kan pergi dah Tesco Setia Alam dah pas ni. Takkan!!!

memang memusnahkan mood aku utk bershopping tul..!! dan membiolkan kepala otak aku sepanjang petang sebab kebengangan melampau.. ( nasib baik x kuar asap dari telinga je lagi)
nyampahnya!!!!!!!!

ape..aku nampak mcam orang yang x de duit sangat ke nak curi , " susu fernlead, yogurd, Sunquick, ngan planta.. "
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! geramnya ngan guard tu..

1st time aku terasa sangat bengang kat shopping complex slain dari time aku gadoh ngan adik aku kat Time square dulu. ..
encik guard... sy terasa macam nak maki kamu je sepanjang petang ni..
memang CISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS la kamu.

harini ada kelas management dari pagi sampai petang.. ( ok.. apa kepentingan cerita sal kelas lak ni)
ok.. 2 make long story short.... aku ngan kwn2 aku pegi la tesco Setia alam tu lepas kelas (menyebut nama tmpat 2 pun dah membengangkan aku balik). Sbb aku sedang dilanda inflasi, so aku x berniat la nak duduk dalam kedai 2 lama2. kang penuh satu troli aku angkut benda ntah hapa2 ntah yang tgh sale tym 2. so... aku pun kuar la dari kwsn tesco tuh dengan perasaan gumbira sambil nyanyi2 kecil lagu," Dirty cash" kerana berjaya menahan godaan Signboard " SALE" dan " PENGHABISAN STOK" kat situ.. Cayalah Izza.. heh.

tapi, pastu aku teringat aku terlupa beli berus lukisan.. ( sbb aku tertinggal berus aku kat umah.. sedih woo. )Sbb aku x leh idup tanpa benda2 seni ni.. ( walaupun x semestinya aku guna sgt pun). Aku dengan penuh tekad, masuk r balik dalam Tesco sambil memberitahu otak aku utk memfokus kepada berus lukisan semata2.

tapi x da yang memikat ati pun..

pastu, Nina ajak aku beli coklat yang disalekan.. SAja je ko Nina.. Aku tengah budget nih.." tapi kata 2 dalam ati je la-sbb x salah nak pamper diri skali skala kan..chewahh"
pas pilih makanan penggemuk yang diingini, Nina pegi bayar, (dia lg kaya, dia r g bayar..hehe wei.. aku utang dulu boleh..haha). aku pun keluar r dari kwsn tesco tu balik.

sedang aku keluar dari situ, ada la sorang mamat yang pakai baju biru yang berpangkat ,"Guard Tesco" yang berlagak kononnya dia sangat semat paki uniform 2 tetiba panggil aku.
CISSSSSSSSSSSSS.........aku bencila ingat kamu..
nasib baik aku x cam muka dia.. kalo x, aku musti akan balas dendam kat dia bila jumpa dia kat wad.. hahaha. (Gelak Evil. ) , x pun aku antar santau angin kat dia. heh. Padan muko.

aku pun dengan berlagak se"nyaman" mungkin pun p la kat si mamat 2.
Dalam Bahasa melayu yang agak lancar, dia suruh aku buka beg plastik aku"
tetiba je sibuk2 nak tengok apa yang aku beli.. siap mintak resit lagik..
sbb aku byk beli barang kat kedai len sama ( owh... aku still memegang teguh kpd budget tu lagi sebenarnya), so, lambat la sikit nak geledah suma poket seluar aku cari resit berikut ( aku pakai seluar 8 poket la wei..
yang si mamat, " aku-pulun-nak-tunjuk-aku-bt-keja" ni pulak dah cakap kat walkie talkie dia
" Aku dah tangkap sorang, kat pintu kuar"
aku macam nak maki dia dah tym tu..
apa kejadahnya pulak ni.. ( forgive my word)..x da bukti lagi dah tuduh aku bukan main.
nak sepak dia pun ada jugak time tu.. tapi aku x berani la sbb Chinese guy yang aku asyik usha tym bayar brg sblm 2 ada dkt2 situ. takut lak kang dia ingat aku ni gangster lak kan. Imej mau jaga beb..

pastu dia punya kawan.. ( aku agak manager ) dia dtg..
sama je perangai 2 ekor ni..
nasib baik aku dah jumpa balik resit aku tuh..
dah abih periksa benda2 aku, dia blah centu ja..
BLAH centu je..
dah r malukan aku depan orang orang yang dok membeli kat situ..( terutama kat En Chinese tu)
pastu tuduh aku mencuri lak..
pastu dah tau dia salah..
dia BLAH macam tu je..
macam dia x buat salah pape pun..

Memang CISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS dan s**l la dua kera tu!!
aku beli benda dari kedai korang jugak hapa..
aku customer dorang jugak hapa..
apa.. ingat aku ni miskin sangat ke nak curi benda2 murah mcm tu.. stakat susu, planta, sunquick..
HELLO
bodo la pencuri 2 nak curi benda2 tu..
S**L tul.
lagipun PTPTN aku penuh lagila.. apa kejadahnya aku nak curi benda lak?
mak ayah aku x penah ajar pun bt benda2 mcm 2.

bila dah termalu...sbb bt salah..
kot la nak minta maaf daripada customer 2..
x jugak pun..
biar je aku dok menahan malu kat situ..
sumpah aku cakap... kalau bukan sbb aku x mau kecoh2, aku dah sepak dah si guard ngan manager dia tu. ( elok2 aku pakai sneaker je hari ni, dapat bagi sorang se"das" sedap jugak ni)
bukan susah pun nak minta maaf
bukannya aku suruh dia melutut dpn aku mintak maaf
cuma cakap je, " cik, maafkan kami di atas salah paham tadi"
susah sgt ke?
ape.. kamu besar sangat ke sampai x leh mintak maaf?
hebat sangat ke kamu?
kalau customer x pegi kedai korang, korang dapat gaji ke?
kenapa nak bt customer centu?
lu pikirla sendiri..

Nina cakap sbb kat kwsn c2 ramai Indon..
so.. sbb ramai Indon sini suka curi2 kat situ, mestikah dia tahan sesapa je dia suka..tuduh org tu..
bodo la..
lagipun.. Aku ni ada muka macam orang Indon ke?
aku rasa muka aku still sama macam last time aku amik gambar IC.. Just dah jadi slim skit( nak bgtau jugak..hehe)
aku Warganegara Malaysia la..
x caya tengokIC la.. x caya jugak, tgk kad student x pun surat beranak aku.. kalo mintak no surat beranak aku pun aku boleh bagi suruh dia check.
Tolongla.. lelaki2 dan Ego mereka yang BODOH tu..
dah buat salah.. ngaku la..
Aku antar komplen kat Metro kang.. Padan muka korang kot..
Pastu boleh r aku gelak puas2 kat korang dua.. ( ye..aku tau aku jahat)

kalau aku salah.. aku x kisah kalo kena tegur, " cik, x leh bawak masuk plastik dalam ni"
tapi... x da signboard pape pun bagitau sal hal 2, dan yang si en-guard-nan-pulun 2 pun x da pun nak tahan aku sblm masuk bagitau sal tu..atau tolong ikatkan plastik aku tuh..
kat shopping cmplex len biasa je.. yang Jusco yang lagi besar dari dia pun x la Lorat camtu..
gila hapa tetiba tuduh orang.
cuba aku bt centu kat dorng ka..
x pun aku tengking dorang kat situ jugak.. aku nak tengok camna dorang nak buat..
mesti kata aku," kurang ajar" kan..
tapi orang yang terajar ni la yang buat perangai " BAEKKKK " punya. bagus la sangat perangai tu..

aku betul2 hangin la petang ni sal dua kera ni.. ( jap.. kera itu comel mcm Son Goku.. , x 2 ekor Swine ni) swine bunyinya macam sopan sikit kan..

pasal ni ja idup aku sepanjang petang sampai malam tadi dah jadi x best sangat.
aku duduk x kena, bangun x kena..
terbuat benda yang aku x nak buat..
terkata benda yang aku x terniat nak kata ( benda baik ni.. bukan benda jahat.. tapi aku baru sedar, aku x terniat pun nak bt perkara yang kononya baik tu.. )
terbad mood pada waktu x patut bad mood..

so.. moral of the story..
1.Jangan pergi membeli belah dah kat Tesco Setia Alam walaupun yang tu la tesco terdekat dengan sini.
2.dan pakai kasut sneaker bila pegi bershopping.. senang gerak, x sakit kaki dan juga amat sesuai untuk menendang kaki atau ***** si pengacau anda.
3. praktis tendangan berputar Jandi untuk dipraktukkan pada ketika anda terjumpa si guard yang kurang ajar macam yang disebut diatas.
4. dan, aku tersedar.. rupanya si encik chinese tu.. dia ada iras2 Mc Dreamy aku dulu.. ARgh.. tidak!!!! kenapa aku suka orang ngan pattern 2 ja.

kesimpulannya : Aku sangat anti dengan Tesco terbabit dan aku juga anti ngan En-guard yang kerek macam cerek.

kesimpulan yang tersimpul: x leh pegi tesco tu pun aku boleh idup la wei.. Ada lagi carrefore ngan kedai lain.. Boleh jalan la Tesco!!!

ending: camne pun.. aku still terasa nak mencarut kat si swine tu banyak2 dan sepak dia sampai pengsan.

kalo aku jumpa en Guard 2 dan member-in-crime dia tu.. aku cucuk dia gn syringe n needle sebesar2 alam. hahaha

Bad GirL

“Sorry”

If only acting was as easy as saying it..

Have you ever meet someone who like to say sorry over and over again;

They trip into someone, they say sorry,

they accidentally step on someone else’s foot, they say sorry

they say something bad to someone else, there again.. the word sorry

they hurt someone else’s feeling and make that person amd at them.. “ I’m sorry”

“Sorry, sorry, sorry”.. I wonder if that is the only word that their English teacher ever taught them..

It’s good that these people have the courtesy to apologize. Well, supposedly good.

The issue is, do they really mean it, being sorry for the thing that they have done? Or it is just a habit of them.. saying sorry ,but never mean it.

Then, maybe that teacher didn’t tell them that the word sorry should be accompanied with the appropriate act.

“ I’m sorry for what happen to us.. I knew I shouldn’t act that way” bla bla bla

It’s funny how someone keep apologizing over the same mistake that they did over and over again.. and stressing how “ sorry “ they are for the way they have acted..

They should wrote a novel.. or a book, “ idiot’s guide to fooling your friend “

Honey, It’s not what you say.. it’s how you acted.

It’s not like we can expecting anything more from them.. but really, if these people want to act as if they really are resentful about what happen .. can they please at least try to act more convincing so that the other parties don’t feel really dumb seeing their bad acting..

Duh..

And more, instead of getting yourself tired of watching their little I-was-being-bullied soap opera, It’s better to watch Jandi ( boys over flower)being bullied than to watch them play pretend that they are the victim in this plot of life . maybe with their decent look, no one ever suspect them to being the person from the angle that we are seeing right now.

you would realize, that nobody else will believe you if you say that they are that bitchy, because they are always apologizing at their mistake and bitch about other soon afterward. ( yeah, real bitch don't apologize fir their deeds i guess)

and you were left with you are the other victim of the plastic girl and the people who sees through her real personality

Great.. now it seem like they have their subordinate with them all along..( to hear them rant about how poor have we treat them.. ohh what a loser )

Poor girl, I hope they would not treat her like they did to their victims and other.. it must be painful to her to bear.

the feeling of being betrayed by the most trusted one.

before that happens.. please wakeup and grow up my friend.. what goes around comes around, Please realize before everyone know your true color.

but i love you

soo.. it's official..
i'm making this blog as my rambling blog while LJ still my ichiban blog site.

so, last night we had our house meeting after the last one that starts the not-so-friendly crisis at home..
IT WAS BAD.. REALLY BAD..
i don't have to see the face of everyone to tell how bad did everything went at that time..
everyone sound so defensive about themselves ( that normal, right)
everybody think that they are in the right side.
so, it makes it harder to get to the main objective of the meeting- to clear thing out.

i feel like shouting these to them~
so u think that you are right?
even so, why must you act as the punisher in this case?
shouldn't we get to listen to both parties about their view over the issue..
maybe for you it was simple to make a dicision to just ignore somebody and act hostile to them.. just to show that u r right or u have the power to decide that we were wrong.
but i cant ignore that!!
have i been so blind to be ur friend for all these years?
had all the time that we spend, joke that we share, tears that we shed means nothing?
have we wasted these 3 years for something that leads to nothing?
have i been so wrong about you???
and did i even means anything to you.. ??

i'm not putting you 100% responsible for the crisis that we have at home,
everyone must have their own sense of justice,
and if you think that we were taking advantage of you or take something that dont belong to us.. then what can we do..
i thought that we have settle everything out last 2 weeks,
i'm sorry for keeping quiet the following days.. i need time to think back of what just happened, and evaluate myself if i did anything that hurt u all..( which i was fail to reason out anything that may make u treat me like this)
i dont understand.. why must it happens this way..

at home, i want so much to speak to u like we normally do..
want soo much to chat with u in class like we always did..
want to share the dorky thing that everybody-else-but-me-know with you..
but
but
but
i cant do that when u keep looking at me so coldly like that..
answer me hostily like that
and keeping ur distance like that..

although i keep tellin myself that .. "that's it, u have decided to keep that friendship a history.."
but that is still something i would forever cherish..( because i'm a fool)
hope that everything will be settled soon..
i dont think i can keep up with us like this anymore.

i dont understand

usually i'll post my entry in my livejournal,
but lets change for a while..

i just dont understand some people,
if you got problem with me.. just say it to my face
there's no need to talk behind my back or start a cold war.
and why must you act as if you are the victim when it was you who started it?
got get sympathy? or to make me feel as if i was the one doing the wrong thing in the beginning?
DAMN IT!!

i got some issue with some friends,
but the problem was originally just something very.. very trivial.... and these fellow keep making a big fuss over everything..
and i wasn't even directly related to it..so why must she start that cold war with me?
do you really want a fight?
you really want to see 2 parties in the same house?
if you got problem with me or the other 3, please confront us.. dont go around telling stories of how sad we have make you or how " unfair" we have treat you.

LOOK, i love you as a friend.. so very much.. i like our friendship..
but all these talks behind my back.. i dont know what you think of me, but really, i regret knowing you and let u a space in my friend cycle
if you think that i'm wrong in some way.. please correct me..
it's not like i'm the monster who will eat up anyone who dare to comment me.. plus, i dont think that i ever got mad at anyone for doing that( except Dr Faridah la)
but please la.. grow up!!
xkan pasal benda kecik , pasal duit pun nak compromise the 3 years friendship?
if u r not satisfied bout the money.. well, don't pay 4 anything, i'm not that poor to want your money that much,
about the space, if you want it that much, just take mine, i'll find a way around,

just.. stop all this childish act..
i didn't do anything wrong..
so why must u go around telling stories.?
i dont want to think bad of you, so please consider growing up for once..