and i offficiall DID NOT GO to the concert( although my mind was only thinking about it all the time before it was held) But I live through that fact.. * laugh*
been reading the news on the Big bang scandal earlier this month...
maa... i really hope what ever happened would not cause em to change anything..I like em the way they are now.. the way they are always.. and it would be so sad if the group disbanded( not that i was wishing for that to happen.. but looking at the situation.. hell no please)
I never like any other musician as much as i LOVE Big bang.. and they are the only group that i really realy reallyyyyyyyyy update on to.. Please YG.. dont act stupid..
WHY DO ALL GOOD THING HAVE TO END?
can we stop right there.. right now ... go back to the time when things were easy and happy
Even i know that they are too good to be true.. An idol with no flaw..Maji de? Are you kidding me.?
they have their own worries and prob, and streess too so.. can quite comprehend why Gd did that.. And i couldn't hate him for that.. But still, the price of that action is too high ne. *sigh*
gd, you such a heart breaker ( TnT)
why cant the bad boy image just remains there as it is?Just an album concept.. and nothing more than that. Just leave it there..
Being able to meet and help many people was a fun thing to do.. but only if you are not pressured by time and the surrounding..
it limit your attention to a patient ( while in your mind you are thinking of other patient), and make me impatient and stressed
I think i'm not being trully empathic when consoling patient because i dont have much time for them..I FAIL to give the best for one patient.!! and the feeling SUCK so bad!!
for those who have a family history of cancer, please.. please make an effort to have a body and blood checkup ne.
we have several patient diagnosed with breast cancer after the checkup..And being there when they heard the news was giving me such a hard time...In a buzy day like these days, I couldnt give you my time while i wanted to do just that..
i wanted to be that helping hand-when they feel that the world starts moving without them.. at least for that short period of time...
AT LEAST FOR THAT SHORT PERIOD OF TIME FRAME.. THAT TIME.. THAT PLACE..
ok.. selain dari lagu kat jukebox kat atas.. tajuk lagu ni langsung x da kaitan ngan apa yang aku nak tulis..
Saja bikin gempak sikit tajuknya..
sebulan x ngadap kamu encik fesbuk dan blogspot... sebulan hati aku aman tanpa rasa macam nak hupdate status tetiap jam... Sebulan jugak aku tertinggal sebarang brita remeh2 kat dunia fana ni ... chewah.. Aku rindu kamu RAMADHAN..
pas abih berhibernasi dari laptop amnya dan internet khususnya.. Hari Ini.. YA Hari Ini .. aku tersanggggaaaaaaaaaaattttttlah terkejut membaca post terbaru YGhype ....
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KOREAN WAVE MUSIC FESTIVAL 2011 IN KL!!!!!!
with GD and TOP ..................... an VI ( Ok.. i admit.. still dun quite like this guy..But I like his song nevertheless)
So lovin these 2 badass.. haha
ok.. so u already know about it..( Ok..diam.. sila buat2 eksited macam baru2 tau jugak)
DAMN....
rasa nak pi sesangat !!!!!
but Tiket rock pitt mahai kot.. tambah bila aku kena bawak Jeton... double tu.. ( tambah belanja raya haritu.. mmg makan rumput ja la aku bulan ni)
and also .. my YB is not there.... so kurang trill sgt la nak pi..
why la bukan konsert BB kat sini?
still undecided nak p ke tak.. but if the ticket is available until next week.. probably goin.. if not.. JAAA MATA ne!!! aku nak tunggu jugak full BB concert kat mesia..
so really, BIG BANG ;Show me Love ( not a dream )
please have a concert here in malaysia.. ( preferably in bkt jalil not stadium merdeka)
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on another note:
hari raya di Aloq staq panas !!! sudah sunburn tahap karipap terlebih masak dalam kuali.. Selasa ni ada appointment ngan doktor lagi..... Sure kena leter punya... ( Dr: i told u dun go into the sun..Me: " but i dun go into the sun.. i just play under the sun" ) Rasa malas nak jumpa Dr la macam ni...
i have a lot in mind to nag about... but when i really have the time to write something, the mood just went passing by and i end up updating nothing until yesterday..
and today...
really should be reading books for the nursing board exam... but seriously.. got no mood to even open up the books..
especially today
ok... what was i thinking just now.. oh! right.. WORDS
I think... the most powerful thing in the world that everybody have is words...
it can either lift you up or bring you down at a short time..
dont you agree?
when someone says words like, " well done" or " good job!!", it really does boost up my spirit a lot.. eventhough the things that i did was just something small. It's like , "yoshi..i'm gonna do better next time so that i can feel this happy" sort of feeling. it motivate you to do better and make one feel like what they are doing, regardless of how big or small it is worth it and appreciated.
but words like, " kamu x layak jadi so and so" atau, " you have no integrity" ( just bcause of some very trivial thing for God sake..) , atau" kalau kamu rasa kamu x suka ngan apa yg saya bt, kamu bleh kluar dr sini" atau, " kenapa grup kamu ni macam malas eh" ( pdhal kamu x rehat lgsung pun dr wad time practical..siap blik lmbat lg) atau.." budak tu mmg slalu mcm tu.. lambat pickup"( when you know you have try ur best to do things up to their standard.. and yang lawaknya, org yang dok ngata tu bt keja x betul pun..tapi perasan dia tu sgt hebat sbb dia dah keja) really make me feel so low..frustrated and sad.
it's not like i don't accept criticism .. but dont do it to the point the person u are criticizing are disgraced. if you want to teach, cant u just words that don't downgrade other. sbg senior, nak ajar junior.. mestikah nak kena ckp kasar utk pastikan msg kamu tu smpai kat jr kamu..? atau staff nurse nak ajar student nurse, mestikah malukan sorang student yang bt salah dpn orng lain supaya ajaran tu sampai..?" adakah penggunaan word BODOH, X LAYAK JD NURSE, LEMBAP tu memastikan student tu paham apa yang korang ajar? hebat sangatkah kamu nak melabel org lain yang terang berusaha utk bt yang terbaik dia bleh buat sbg org yang "BODOH, MALAS, lembap ect" terutamanya bila kamu sendiri xla sesempurna mana. sempurna sgtkah kamu untuk mengadili orang lain... I mean, who are you to judge other... you are not even perfect like the people you are judging, what make you so special that you can just simply go and label other just like that !!!!!
aku mmg tgh emo ngan sorang makhluk Tuhan paling perasan, narcissistic dan paling annoying pernah aku jumpa.. Belajar je tinggi2, tapi bebalnya aku x tau nak cakap apa dah. my mum and dad are both teachers,and as far as i know and experience with my own beloved teachers in Asma, teacher are strict, but they are soft at the same time and also always motivating their student to reach their goal.. Tapi makhluk Tuhan yang dikatakan ni, sebaliknya pula... when she should be helping student to deal with their prob, she created the problem.. When she should be encouraging students to study and strive to get the best of their job, she comes and destroy everyone's happiness and motivation with her stinking mouth and instead of encouraging us to love the profession, she's making us feel like escaping it even before we even enter it.. WTF... I dont really know what is her function in this place...!!!!! but everywhere she go, i smell TROUBLE, added with I-think-i'm- the-greatest-person-on-earth-and-everyone-must-bow-to-me attitude..
( what.... she doesn't smile at me when she sees me 10 meter away... off with her head!!)
And she must have think that she is always right!!! she don't even know you, and yet, just because you once did something that she doesn't like( like not accepting her not-so-useful-idea for an activity, or forgot to smile at her when u meet her, or use the wrong word to address her when u meet her by accident or not ) .. you will forever get the name as " hard-to-deal" or "troubled" student. And whenever she sees you.. watchout!! you should know that she'll always keep an eye on you..in case you did something wrong again. And yes, u are forever her target for scolding eventhough u really didn't do anything wrong!
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to keep on looking for others fault
Live must have been really boring for her ...
i weep for her loneliness and inability to live with peace with everyone
she must have an allergy for affection... that why she seek respect so much ( duh.. respect should be earn.. not forced upon)
i hope you live happily being hated by the whole fac... ( i really cant believe that there is anyone who like her... honestly... kalo ada tu... kira ajaib la)
looking forward to 9th April again after 2 years..( humming happily) * smiling to self* thanks for being the reason for me to smile despite all this cloudy cloud hanging around my heard right now.. its easier to breakdown now instead of smiling.. so , really.. arigato na! ( there I goes again talking something uncomprehensable again.haha)
( yes? NO?..... I know I'm in the mist of mental breakdown now.. OH MY RESEARCH REPORT!!!)
my preceptorship officially starts last Tuesday.. scary.. when thinking about it.. in just a few month i'll be changing from the title student to a fully working adult.. not that i never think of it.. but time just seem to flew so fast these 4 years. in the next 6month.. everyone will walk on our different way.. wonder if there will be any chance that we'll meet each other again. i think i wanna cry now.. tsk..tsk..
since this i my first time in Sg Buloh hospital. i think i still havent fully able to adapt to the new situation.. the first 3 day were like .. uhhhh.. i think i'll give myself a C for the overall performance..crap..crap.. lets just hope everytime went fine and i'll be able to perform well tomorrow.
lots of things happened in the last 3 days..somebody broke into our house and stole 3 laptops and 2 handsets.. the robber HAD been caught but ... he was released ( or so the police said he escaped -but i think he was released instead of escaped) ON THE VERY SAME DAY!!! things were geting more complicated for us.. my friends who lost their laptops is totally devastated.. all of their research work was stored in their laptops.. now it seem like they have to start all over again.. and the fact that the robber got away.. we haven't been able to sleep at night or go anywhere.. fearing that he might break in again.. HAISH!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was raining outside.. it was so mellow here that even listening to TAeyang and Thelma's " falling in love" song make me weep for no reasons..
soooo the result was out today as rumored.... dum.. dii..dum...
i told myself not to put such high hopes on this one as u know... when did i really study this semester? hurm.. i believe that is only about 3 hours on the day before the exam. so basically padan muka la if i didn't get what i want..
but..
but...
i got what i wanted... only that .. now i kinda wish i had it better... haish.. i know i should be grateful... but somehow..somewhere deep inside.. i can't feel the joy of getting the result as i should. i hate this.. why do i have to rain on my own parade like this..
i know i have my fun for the week.. ( did u guys?) our last paper for the semester ended last friday (13th.. same date bae releases his "wedding dress" song..yay.. more reason to celebrate) and despises the fact that i spend most of the study week finishing up my clinical portfolio.. gladly i think i did very well back then.
oh yeah.. where were i..
for those who have been reading this rambling blog of mine.. u would know that i'm a fan of the Fly Fm's Pagi show.( ask nisa.. tetiap pagi mesti dok dengar aku gelak sorang2 dlm keadaan separuh tido dari kul 5pg smpai 9) so.. it's their 4th anniversary last saturday... and what kind of fan would that made me if i didn't go kan.. dragging nina to go wit me.. and after losing our way to One Utama for an hour ( from PJ to damansara utama and back to PJ.. Haish..) we've made it to OU after some painstaking effort to find parking lot.
( muka stress sbb sesat)
i dont really know when did the "party" really started.. but the night concert starts at 8. it was already raining a bit when it started, make me wonder why everytime i went to a concert, it rains? ( Avril's concert also the same.. ujan..macam nakbagitau.. balik la woi!!) the crowd rocks!! and the sound system just superb ( memangla.. dah duduk pun dkt2 ngan speaker dia.. maunya x superb)
frankly speaking, i hardly know any of the artists featured.. memangla kan.. lainla kalo ko bagi wonder girls ke. ss501 ke, 2pm ke, big bang ke.. aku conform akan beria-ia nakberhimpit di tengah2 crowd tu..haha. one thing 4 sure.. i only aim to take picture there..heh
( konsert konsert jugak..makan tu xleh tinggal punya.. kena kumpul tnaga beb..)
(the pagi show DJ.. (^.^)
( nadia, jules and hunny madu)
( waktu ni si Dj tu suruh kitaorang teka who's the next act 2 be on stage.. yang si mamat kat blkg aku asyik dok jerit, " rabbani.. Hijjaz" hahaha gila tul la )
finding for the day: 1.i think i'm in love with Yuna's voice sooooo very much.. yes i know the "dan sebenarnya" song.. and i dont quite like it.. but i'm totall swept away when she sang " deeper conversation". LOVE it so much!! and the song have been humming in my head since then.. hurm.. is it time for me to get back to the local music?
( ntah sapa la tuan empunya payung gerai tu.. aku sangat bengang la ngan manusia terbabit.. orang dtg bkn nak payung woi...agak2 r nak bwak payung tu)
( no superman?.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)
2. Faizal tahir rocks dude!!. I always love his performance but seeing it live, it's even better. it's funny when he said, " i wiill not take off my shirt". during his performance.. haha.. bet he still remember the consequences of doin that until now.. ( but.. really, small matter la sal bkk baju tu.. * cough* unless it bae* cough* ( nosebleeds). he starts off with "bencinta", Oh boy.. u should seen how happy Nina and the Kueja was when he sang that.. Exsited abih.. then followed by 3 Mj's songs.. Then i'm the one who gets excited. haha.. Love the time when he and the other guitarists plays' to "beat it", " the guy in the mirror" and "who's bad."... they were totally awesome!!!! 3. i never knew much about 'disagree 'but i kinda know some of their song.. They were the first to start. love their opening where they mix the traditional malay's music with their song.. it really works!! and i must say.. i think i... l.. liike em too.
4. it was raining even heavier when "estranged " perform..I felt bad for them that most of the crowd ran off for shelter.. even us.. hehehe.. Nina wants to stay for bunkface performance.. but the rains gets heavier, plus, it is already 11 at that time. imagine, getting from damansara to puncak alam took almost 2 hour.. kalo x blik jugak.. nak kena tahan ngan pak cik guard?
( lali..lali.. ujan suda tulun..)
5. our plan to get out early so as not too get into traffic jam was totally wrong..!!!! WRONG!!!! We spend 1 hour and a half just trying to get out of the parking lot. weouh!! and what more frustrating than having to listen to bunkface in the car.. in the car.. NOOOOO.. i felt like crying out loud, we are still in the parking lot, " silly lilly and " situasi" was on.. the car wasn't moving a bit, and later they have firework.. AND WE ARE STILL IN THE PARKING LOT!! damn! i knew I should have stay until the end.. WE reach home at 1am. (T.T)
moral of the day:
kalo nak pegi memana tu.. niat musti baik.. kalo x, sesat r nanti.. betul x tipu.. Pegi semayang dulu, jngn nak tannguh smpai time dah sampai kat destinasi. Ini kisah sebenar ni...
kalo kena ujan. balik trus cpt2 g mandi.. kan nina kan.. Tu la.. orang dah pesan.. degil lagi. kan dah demam.
walaupun anda berpikir macam anda dah sangat pandai nak kuar cepat2 utk elak jam.. anda patut tau.. ada ramai lagi manusia pun ingat dorang je pikir keluar awal bleh elak jem.. jd, x da maknanya pemikiran tu sbb anda tersangkut dlm jem jugak akhirnya.
dan tolong jangan curi payung kedai mamak di tempat makan berhampiran anda dan bawak ia ke konsert terbuka macam ni.. anda menpunyai risiko tinggi untuk dibaling kasut atau slipar buruk oleh orang belakang anda yang bengang sbb x nampak pentas sbb anda.
kalo nakberebut hadiah yang dibaling daripentas.. jangan berangan la kalo anda berada 100 kaki dari pentas tu.. walaupn anda lompat inggi manapun, tangan anda ttp ketot untuk mencapai hadiah yang dibaling tu.. baik duduk diam2 kat blkg sudah.
apa2 pun terima kasih kpada penaja kenderaan pada haritu.. Cik nina.. Kamsahamida.. moga2 anda cpt sembuh demam. dan jugak kepada cik ilah, kueja, ema an dila sbb menyokong usaha nak meronggeng pada malam tu."jaamu dikenang sampai konsert sterusnya" chewah.. heh
i kinda anticipate her reaction.. yes i know it's my fault in the beginning.. but it was theirs too for doing everything at the last minute.. hiding behind her work..but still her words managed to kill me like always.. couldn't meet her eye.. couldn't even say anything..
i know u hate me.. don't worry I dont mind that at all our feeling its mutual..
i know u r gonna act like that.. but why am I still emotional over the whole thing and the truth is I DONT CARE..ee..ee.ee
kembali ke Puncak Alam slepas seminggu mengabihkan Studi week ber"studor"( gabungan studi dan tidur- satu petua yang mujarab..percayalah.. nak testimoni? tgk je cik Nisa.. pengasas ajaran ni..hehehe) dan Stupor time ngadap buku nursing dan Enterpreneurship.. lantas en usup dan pn timahterpaksa mengambil langkah drastik memaksa aku balik ke sini utk studi.. waaaa.......... sedih.. kena halau balik sini.. dan keadaan aku x berubah pun.. studi? x da mood la.. heh. borang ethical consideration utk research sem dpn yang menjerit2 nak diisi pun malas nak dibelek.. MALASNYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so.. back here again.. and no.. thing haven't been better but just just keep swelling and gangrening from time to time.. urgh i hate the current situation so much right now..
Got a new problem about the hospital placement, right when i finally feel like i'm able to fit in with the new environment,learn something new.. we have to move out again.. urgh........... I want to go for my practical as planned.. but now.. i think my spirit to fight have run low by this 2 week alone.. things are just so effing bad!!!! i feel like crying now.. what does fate have in store for me this semester.. i dont know but i'm really worried that my CGPA will drop due to much problem this semester.. ( havent i told u i hate being in Puncak Alam for some reason?)
i'm trying to be positive about this but how can i when i'm unable to even see some light that promises things would be better this semester.. I'm just clueless, sad and very distress right now.. ( usually practical was the happiest time of the semester for me..to be able to help other, see the real situation i will be working in, connect with new people.. but this sem... Why oh Why must it happen this way?)
ok...........i dont wanna think about it anymo'
lets just hope there's a silver lining for this heavy cloud tomorrow..
i've been wanting to post up something since last week but things just keep messing up that i've lost interest to even get online.. test.. assignment.. research paper.. assignment.. presentation.. practical..
i'm too tired by the end of the day. i think i got no life outside of the the " cycle" hurm.. I need to get get out a bit..
oh..i know i should post up something about the Eid's holiday ( which was totally awesome.. the best Hari raya ever..) but then.. i'm in no mood to do anything cheery rite now. so till i'm fully recovered and rested, i think that is for now..
don't miss me too much guys.. hahaha
P/s: dream of someone that i've longed to see last night.. too bad it was a short dream.. i've got so much to tell him.. * sigh*
today's class is the last class before Eid.. Yay.. !!!happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can't wait to go back home... !!!*jumps*
my research tittle have been approved... Yay!!That's a total relief for me since that was stressing my mind these few weeks. now, i'll have to stress for the research method and it's equipment.. AHHH..just thinking of it make me tired again. lately i get tired easily...A sign of aging? oh no!!
everyone is busy packing their bags now.. wah.... after tonight, it seem that there will only be me and Nisa left in this house.. Oh.... scary.. and sunyinya.. x leh kacau kueja ngan ilah dah malam ni.. huhu.
this year, i didn't have much time to make the Eid cards, so .. trully sorry my friends if u got em' later or not getting em at all. u noe, with all this business and assignment goin on.. i dont have ideas to make a card now...( Padahal boleh ja bagi kad yang dah siap, tapi malu lah saya kalo bagi yang x handmade.. dah x special la..hehe.). tapi.. kepada cik Adib dan Aliaa..tuan hamba berdua tidak dibenarkan untuk x mengepos kad raya kat beta.. Jangan lupa. beta murka karang..
sooooo........since it'll be a week holiday, i will be non-posty during this 1 week until further notice. so, SELAMAT AIDILFITRI SEMUA.
notakukutangan: Kepada semua yang mengenali diri ini.. ( chewah)..tolong maafkan semua kesalahan saya yang "tersengaja" atau tak " tersengaja". kepada yang buat salah kat org tu.. orang dah 4give dah korang.. tapi 2 4get tu..wallahualam la.
notakukukaki: sapa nkberaya ngan saya.. cepat buat reservation.( konon diri ini most wanted macam liyana jasmay la..haha) kalo x nanti km x tau boleh pegi umah korang ke tak kalo cik Usup dah buat plan.
KAmi berjaya jugak keluar beronok-ronok di KL.. ( walaupun plan asal berubah la) semalam sejarah telah tercipta apabila tetamu kehormat dari Johor: Datin Sri Adib Yasmin BSN, ASN, FYI, DLL akhirnya tiba di perkarangan Times Square dengan kenderaan rasminya.. Kedatangan beliau telah disambut dengan meriahnya dengan asakan remaja2 Kuala Lumpur yang sibuk berjalan2, langgar orang lain dengan bangganya sambil memberi jelingan ko-tak-mengelak-nasib la-kalo- kena-langgar.
sesudah sampai di Borders, destinasi yang dipersetujui oleh pihak Kedutaan di Kuala Lumpur, beliau selamat ditemui termanggu2 di kalangan Buku2 duniawi yang mencabar kemampuan golongan student-di-akhir-semester untuk membelinya dalam kuantiti sedozen seperti yang dikehendaki.
Pihak kami dengan segera menghubungi pentagon berikutan penemuan itu. dipahamkan beliau lapar dan mengantuk kerana sudah beronok2 pada malam sebelum itu jadi pihak kami terpaksa bertindak segera untuk membawa beliau keluar dari Borders dan membuat reservation di Sweet Chat ( yang mempunyai sedikit kenangan buruk bagi pihak penulis..berkaitan istilah Strawberry dan spaghetti)
disebabkan masih belum waktu untuk berbuka, pihak penulis "terpaksa" membawa DAtin ADib melawat ke tapak " ekspo" barangan berjenama Big bang, DBSK, SHINEE, Suju, dan yang bersekongkol dengannya di tingkat 5. setelah gagal memprovokasikan beliau untuk membeli sekeping CD G-dragon atau DVD Big show yang mencabar dompet pihak penulis terutamanya kami pun keluar dari kedai tu seblum mak cik penjual itu meneruskan lagi usahanya untuk mempromoto Album En-Gd yang menjadi igauan anak2 dara korea masakini.
kami meneruskan penjelajahan terhadap Time square dengan menjajah kedai Video, KEdai hadiah ( salah satu usaha untuk meminta hadiah birthday yang tertunggak.. haha), dan kedai2 baju, dan kedai animasi2. Hasilnya, selepas menunggu dalam 30 minit.. penulis: 0, Adib: 3 CD dan beberapa buku duniawi yang disebutkan sebelum ni.
( penat meh.. nunggu dia beli2 ni.. hehe)
setelah penat pusing2 time square, sambil terlanggar berkali2 oleh Remaja2 KL yang x tengok jalan, ( aku rasa remaja2 berikut x puasa la.. semangat je jalan laju2, dan slambe je langgar2 orang smpai nak terjatuh aku..) dan jugak penat tersesat dalam usaha mencari balik Sweet Chat.. Kami berjaya jaga sampai di Sweet Chat. Kami secara rasminya habis makan dalam pukul 8.30 apabila masing2 sudah tidak larat nak terus mengisi makanan dalam perut dan selesai bergosip2 tentang berat badan masing2 yang semakin meruncing.
(kan dah kata.. dia sangat lapar.. tengok..)
( makanan first round.. haha)
Pihak penulis kemudiannya diprovoke oleh Datin Adib untuk menonton THe Final Destination-3d. Brikutan itu, pihak paramedik mendapati, penulis telah mengalami seram2 sejuk berlebihan dan debaran2 yang merungsingkan untuk dijelaskan dalam mana2 journal perubatan apabila diajak tengok cerita terbabit ( vital Sign: RR: 30/min, Hr: 82/min Bp: 140/90),. Berada di seat kedua hadapan, berbekalkan keberanian yang suam2 kuku saja tu.. pihak penulis berjaya mengharungi 1 jam yang mendebarkan tu( 45 % of the time tutup mata.. hahaha). Berikut adalah beberapa pengajaran yang didapati daripda cite tu:
1. jangan p tengok Car race, 2. jangan main2 ngan lori pengangkut..and dont drink and drive. 3. jangan buat vandalism kat meja di kedai Kopi di tempat anda. ( they are coming) 4. jangan pi salon.. x payah susah nak p saloon buat rambut.. telangkup je mangkuk atas kepala, suruh r sesapa tulung guntingkan ikut bentuk mangkuk tu..-jadi la, fesyen rambut magkuk macam yang Gd punya dulu atau buat kerinting sendiri ja.. membazir tul pegi saloon..hahaha) 5. Jangan emo kat kolam renang, ala.. budak2 melawak, bukannya sakit pun. yang pegi amik pistol air dia pehal? 6. Jangan cuci kereta guna mesin tu.. ( ni lagi satu pembaziran) dan x payah la nak berkereta yang boleh bukak2 bumbung tu. 6. Racism itu merugikan diri sendiri.. ( tengok pa jadi kat pak cik yang racist kat korea tu) 7. Jangan main air dalam hospital.. nanti lantai runtuh. 8. look left and right before crossing.. walaupu anda di hospital..Naya la mati accident kena langgar ngan ambulan.. kat depan hospital lak tu.. hiasy* geleng kepala * ( adib, jaga r.. kalo orang jd pranoid ka.. it's ur fault) 9. jangan naik eskalator..terutama bila anda pakai sneaker.. naik bila dah pasti ia sudah dimatikan...panjat sendiri la..haha. 10. duduk di bahagian depan kat Cinema adalah bahaya kalau tiba2 ada letupan.. dan jugak memalukan kalau anda terjerit kuat atau termelatah. 11. Jangan Conteng meja kat Kedai kopi.. kan dah kata.. Tuhan marah.
DAN
tak de maknanya menengok wayang kalo anda asyik tutup mata saja sbb takut.. x puas ati tul tengok tapi x brani nak buka mata jugak.. huhu
so.. Selepas episod itu, kami sempat berfotogedik di meja2 Starbuks sambil menunggu kedatangan kenderaan rasmi Datin Adib . dan akhirnyabalik jugak sesudah kul 12 tgh malam.. ( gile ah.. orang bt sembahyang tarawikh.. dia bertarawikh kat TS.. kalo la Ustazah Timah tau ni.. mampuih la aku kena bebel)
di sini.. penulis mengucapkan setinggi2 terima kasih dan tahniah kepada pihak Datin sri Adib dan Abangnya kerana berjaya sampai ke Kl seperti yang dijanjikan. Diharapkan pada masa2 akan datang, pihak tuan/puan dapat meneruskan tradisi ini dan juga membawa duit banyak lagi untuk membeli Cd G-Dragon dan Yui yang menawan kalbu tu.
sekian.. dilaporkan..
saya yang menjalankan "tugas"
IZZA ( Prof Diraja YG) Miss YoungbaeTOPDragon MSN, SMS, BSN, ASN, MMS.
i'm in the mist of finishing up all the piled assignment from last week.. oh my.. only if i know that it'll turn out to be this hard, i would have done it earlier on.. hurm.. what the use of regretting that now.. but luckily there are still 3 week to go before the due date.
now mediaplayer is playing G-Dragons song, " Heart breaker" for the 5rd time since an hour ago.. hehe I'm completely addicted to his songs aready. so that mean i'm not GD bias la kan. wonder when will I have enuf money to buy the album.. ( harapan murni kononnya nak beli album ori.. tapi yang taeyang punya pun sampai skrg x beli2 jugak) so loving the whole concept of the album.. and wow. the cover just superb.. ( but still HOT still da ichiban album in my cardiac ) i'm thinking of making a GD Popsicle/ lollipop using it already.. yum..yum.. Hoping Adib would be nice and "pemurah" enuf to buy me one.. please..please adib.. ( n.n)
1. 소년이여 ( A boy ) 2. Heartbreaker (highly recommended..) 3. Breathe ( i dunno why but everytime i listen to this i would go.. "kya!! his voice is so cute ..haha) 4. Butterfly (feat. Jin Jung) 5. Hello (feat. 산다라) ( my favorite after heartbreaker..Dara's voice blend well with this song) 6. Gossip man (feat. 김건모) ( i fell instantly in love with the lyrics and the song) 7. Korean Dream (feat. 태양)( quite dissapointed that Bae's voice was change by that mixer machine.. huhu.. i wanna hear bae's sweet voice .. but still love it dearly) 8. The leader (feat. Teddy , CL) 9. She’s Gone (feat. KUSH) 10. Hollow 11. 1년 정거장 ( Station 1 year )
i'm missing the boys already!! GO back to Korea please!!!i feel weird listening to em in Japanese.
Got message from adib earlier.. UTM x da letrik.. hahaha padan muka. mesti sbb warga dia nan sorang tu guna byak sgt electrical appliances kan.. haha _______________________________________________________
..it 12 midnite already..
Happy Independent Day Malaysia!!!
bila aku lak nak merdeka dari assignment nih.. ( T.T)
1. got class tomorrow.. "apa.. 1 ramadhan ada kelas.. kan cuti tu?".. ayat makcik aku bila aku bagitau x leh balik cheras..ambil dok bercerita sal Abg fizi bagi cheese kek 2 bijik kat dia.. layoq la tu.. kejamnya makcik aku.. dah la siap gelak guling2 bila aku bagitau ada kelas esok ( ini imaginasi aku jelah time tu..hahaha) sedihnya... dah r dari kul 5pg sampai 9ptg.. isk2.. mampukan aku menahan diri dari dugaan besar esok nih? jangan tido dalam kelas.. ingat tu!!!!
2. got management test on Sunday.. and havent read anytin on 3 topic that i missed ( suma ni salah kem NUSA tu la.. * salah org len jugak*) haisy... dah x da mood lagi nak membaca.. * try to force self to read*
hurm.... ( smbil selak page)
hurm...
hurm...
argh.. x leh masuk pape jugak.. i felt bored reading my own note ( this is really weird)
3. oh and MR lappy aka VIP 1 got tired playing these songs these 3 days ..
this...
never know that taec have that deep voice when he's in 2pm and sooooooooooo loving his voice here.. today's count-10 times playback of this song on mr LAppy definitely my ear candy!!
and this..
i love his new hair..macam Laruku's HYde.. or lady gaga? and GD never fail to amaze me with his fashion.. but love gossip man more than this song..( ngapakah aku terasa macam x berapa suka album dia ni sangat macam aku suka Bae's HOT album? i'm GDbias ke ?)
and i want that apple!!! must get apple!!! pastu nak buat jadi bentuk love camtu ah.. ( y i never think of that b4?) todays count : 6 time playback
dan yang ni semestinya yang ni..
today's playback count : system error- too many time to be counted..hehe aku sampai dah boleh hafal da lyric dah.. ( including TOP's rapping part).. hehe... siap la.. next karaoke session.. this will be on my list.. hehe( 2 pun kalau ada la)
4. it's 2 am already..
been in front of my Lappy since 12, still searching for the mood to read..huhu x da hasil lagi nih..
baik tido la!!!!!
so kesimpulan hari ni.. bila ,malas.. Izza akan menulis ntah hapa2 ntah kat belog dia tapi x ngaku dia dah buang masa je kat depan laptop dari 2 jam lepas.
langit mendung lagi.. awan2 komulonimbus dok berarak lagi macam orang2 bengong yang berarak time sbb ISA haritu..Such a waste of time n effort.. kalo korang mau berkumpul beramai2 pegi masjid ke tilawah al-Quran lagi bagus dari dok melaung2 kat SOGO, Jalan TAR, and MAsjid Jamek.. Malu la bila ingat.. Kenapa Melayu senang diperkotak-katik macam tu.. eh.. dah termasuk bab politik lak..
hari ni dan semalam asyik ujan ja.. aku x berapa gemar la bila hujan ni.. sbb aku selalu akan dilanda MIgrain bila nak ujan.. kira macam aku boleh bagitau bila nak ujan.. sbb tetiap kali aku migrain teruk, bbrp minit pastu mesti ujan lebat.. bila ujan lak.. wajib la perangai malas aku menjadi2.. tambah2 bila migrain dtg.. lagi la aku x leh buat pape pun.. mmg ada positive correlation la hujan ngan migrain aku ni.. tapi bila bagitau Pn Noriah.. mesti dia cakap," mindset tu" ( aku sangat x suka teori ni) tapi.. aku bukannya migrain bila dah ujan.. dari sebelum hujan tu turun lagi kepala aku dah berdenyut2 sakan macam orang dok main drum dalam kepala.
management + entrepreneurship + pediatric
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
banyaknya keja x abih lagi.. semalam kononnya nak stat buat semua.. tapi x jadi,sbb migrain datang lagi!!( macam tora datang lagi pulak) last2 dok melepak je kat bilik..sambil tengok "i am Sam"-tapi teng0k vid boleh pulak.. bt keja x boleh .. macam2 alasan. ( saya rasa heroin dia sgtla comel.. jeles r) bila la nak abih suma keja nih?
skrg.. si ujan tengah turn sikit2..( rain is falling..over you and me. sambil nyanyi lagu W-inds ft GD) haisy... dah mai dah mood malas...
izza.. jia you ba!!!!
newsflash:i'm utterly speechless reading wat happen to daesung .. even if he do not have serious injury.. i'm sure that the post-accident trauma will be very terrible.. like what happen to me (which take about 2 years to subsides)..
Dae.. DAe.. please get well soon!!
BB wouldnt be the same without u!! n we'll miss you!!
Sunday, August 2, 2009
baru balik dari house kuarantin petang tadi.. sedih aku bila teringatkan kena cuti terpaksa ni.. saya x da kawan nak diajak keluar...
wooo...woo.. sedih giler aku cuti ni. dah la mak ayah keja.. aku lak kena dok umah jadi gembala kucing.. Aku x suke dok umah sorang2.. x suke!!
last2, bila kawan2 aku balik kedah.. aku dah balik KL dah.. macam siot TUL nasib aku cuti nih. huhu..sedihla..
sbb cuti mengejut UiTM ni jugak.. cuti midsem kitaorang yang skali ngan raya dah ditarik.. waa... apekah ni.. minggu menguji kesabaran aku ke? lagi2 la aku terasa nak nangis bb dah x leh bukak puasa kat umah bila x da cuti tu.. benci la situasi ni.. benci!!
kawan2.. aku rindu la korang!!! bila nak boleh kuar lagi macam ni?
She is 99.9% VIP,hard core cassopeia, having major weakness to resist cute korean and japanese guy.
a lil bit haywired in mind due to much exposure to j/k-pop radiation..but refuse any treatment whatsoever to cure this "disease"
She's currently juggling life between fandoming and the hardship of keeping up with with the real world.
"Sure I am this day we are the masters of our fate, that the task which has been set before us is not above our strengths; that it pangs and toil are not beyond my endurance. As long as we have faith in our cause and unconquerable will to win, victory will not denied us."
