i'm soooo not happy!!!

shock!
hurt!!
dismayed!!
and most of all I"M HURT AND I"M HEART BROKEN!!

i totally feel like a doormat today.. Step upon, ignored and ridiculed..

i'm sorry that i am born with these weaknesses.. but i'm working hard to overcome this..
and u said that i didn't put any effort to do anything?"
dont..please don't EVER SAY THAT!!
you've just kill me with those words..

yes i'm not really that fit to be working with you.. but do u have to do that...
yes i'm stupid, clumsy and all.. but dont say things as if i didn't give enough effort to learn.. dont..

u'd better stab me than say those thing.. it's less painful than bearing the weight of your words..

gosh.. i'm so depress!!