i dont understand

soooo the result was out today as rumored....
dum.. dii..dum...

i told myself not to put such high hopes on this one as u know... when did i really study this semester? hurm.. i believe that is only about 3 hours on the day before the exam. so basically padan muka la if i didn't get what i want..

but..

but...

i got what i wanted... only that .. now i kinda wish i had it better...
haish.. i know i should be grateful... but somehow..somewhere deep inside..
i can't feel the joy of getting the result as i should.
i hate this.. why do i have to rain on my own parade like this..

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JUST A REMINDER TO MYSELF:

every time u dream of other people's dream.. u take away the time to build yours..

so... stop all this dissatisfaction OK... Things happens 4 a reason.

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kenapakah sedih sangat niiii?

REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND LA.