i am so H.E.A.R.T B.R.O.K.E.N

mental exhaustion..
my hands were too tired to cntinue typing..
my ears refused to listen to any song but Taeyoen's "if" and " can you hear me"..
i wish to cry..

i'm tired..
but cant sleep yet..
too many thing racing in my mind..
just wish i cud calm down..
that my heart stop pounding so hard.. get a grip..
that my mind can figure out a way.. must be prepared 4 the changes i'm about to experience..
still... i'm feeling a little tachycardic now.. Am i hyperventilating too..?
God.. i feel so unprepared..





( ok.. laugh all u can.. i've shocked myself also that i actually like her very much now....blame it on da unstable emotion )