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Friday, October 23, 2009

post mortem hari raya..

A reflective writing.. heh

kamu punya cuti start 17hb, tapi kamu dan rakan2 sekelas kamu bersubahat menghasut En Mut untuk kansel 2 kelas beliau pada minggu tu supaya kamu bleh balik pada 14 hb. Berani giler korang nak mintak kelas ENT kansel ngan En Mut yang garang tu. Kamu tak kisah sbenarnya bila cuti.. sbb kamu dah beli tiket balik raya sebulan sblm tu.. tapi kamu nak jugak kelas ENT kansel sbb kamu jadi moody time kelas EN. MOOD. ( sapa rasa macam tu.. angkat tangan) Nasib baik kawan2 kamu sangat terer membodek dan memutarbelit ayat, akhirnya korng dapat cuti awal dari budak course lain..

kamu ada 4 ketul assignment yang nak kena disiapkan. 2 presentation, 2 project paper. tapi kamu buat cool dan menipu diri sendiri bahawa kamu akan buat kerja tu bila dah puas beraya. bila buat discussion pasal assignment, semua orang sibuk pikir raya menyebabkan kamu pun terus terleka dalam mood raya.. sampai la minggu yang kena hantar assignment tu.. baru kamu menyesal x buka langsung assignment tu sambil berazam, " chek x mau buat dah macam ni" tapi bila datang assignment baru, kamu buat balik perangai lama. " alaaaa..ilex r awal lagi.." kononnya.

kamu punya duit PTPTN dah nak abih.. tapi kamu teringin sangat satu baju kat Jalan TAR tu. Bila disuruh beli baju raya kat A. staq, kamu protes. TAKNAK!!!!!!!! kamu dah bagitau En.Yusub bahawa kamu nak beli baju raya kat KL sendiri. bila check akaun kat bank, ada lagi 4 ratus je lagi. Cukup2 utk kamu makan sampai akhir sem. Kamu buat sad story kat makcik kamu dgn skrip ala2 Winter Sonata dan Sad love story. mak cik kamu x tengok cerita korea, mana dia tau kan.. Akhirnya dapat jugak baju Oren yang diidamkan tu.

sapa nak berkata apa2 selain mengenai baju tu..sila jangan berkata apa2.

kamu beli tiket balik raya pukul 12 tgh hari.. tapi kamu ingat kamu beli tiket 12 tgh malam. dah tu buat kecoh kat bapa sedara kamu." argh.. abihla.. dah kena tinggal"Bla tersedar kamu salah tengok, Kamu termalu, tapi x nak ngaku salah jugak. " tension sbb banyak keja" kata kamu.. Ye.. Macamla En Pakcik nak percaya..haha.

kamu pergi ke puduraya nak naik bas sedangkan kamu tahu bas ada kat Hentian Duta sbb kamu ingat ada En Rapid KL ke sana. ( kononnya nak berdikari la ni) Tapi x da. kamu panik, tapi masih nak buat2 cool sambil terkulat2 seketika. akhirnya kamu kena bayar lagi 30 ringgit nak ke duta sahaja nak sama ngan tambang kamu balik kedah. Nak protes, -gile ke, nak kena tinggal? Cinabeng punya pakcik teksi!!!

dah sampai rumah, kamu bengang ngan adik kamu sbb x tolong kemas rumah sblm kamu balik. tengah kamu sibuk2 kemas rumah, terdengar pengumuman raya. Eh, esok dah raya?
kamu tak tau bahawasanya kamu balik tu sehari je sebelum raya.

hari raya pertama, kamu gembira sbb boleh pakai baju baru yang diidamkan. bila pegi ke rumah sedara pun banyak yang dok puji baju kamu. terasa macam Nicole Kidman pada ketika itu. mengenagkan raya sekali je setahun, dan hakikat bahawasanya kamu terpenjara lama kat Puncak Alam menyebabkan kamu jadi x ketahuan dalam memilih makanan, akhirnya, bila nak balik dari umah sedara, sepupu kamu tegur kenapa baju kamu nampak macam ketat, tak macam sebelum kamu makan tadi.
kesimpulannya kamu menutup perut kamu dengan beg Jimmy Choo tiruan kamu sepanjang hari.
(terbukti makan saja pun penat.. buktinya si Aziz dah terlena separuh masa pertamaraya)

( sapa kata oarng muda je suka gambarnya diambik... hahaha)

( cuba teka.. manakah ustazah Timah..)
( En Yusub yang dah semakin chubby di ptg raya)

hari raya kedua, kamu barjaya bangun awal walaupun dah tido lambat sbb tengok moviee raya pada malam sebelumnya. Bukak je tv, ada Mnet countdown.. Adik2 kamu dah bersiap nak keluar beraya lagi tapi kamu tercongok kat depan Tv sambil berusaha mencari TAeyang dalam kelibat2 artis kat dalam tu. kamu berebut remote Tv ngan adik kamu sbb dia nak tengok ultraman waktu Big Bang tengah perform. keputusannya: Kamu menang, adik kamu merajuk - ayah kamu kansel bawa kamu semua keluar pagi tu.

malam raya ke-3, Kak Pah-si ketua tingkatan time tingkatan 5 ajak g open house dia. Kamu x penah boleh pegi rumah dia nan besar tu. Walaupun x da kenderaan nak pegi, kamu tekad- mesti pegi umah Pah jugak sem ni. Nasib baik ada Farehah yang menjadi pemandu tetap bila nak pegi gathering2 ni... haha..jangan marah r.. Penat2 je kitaorang melaram sakan, bila sampai kat umah pah.. Pah pakai T-shirt ngan jeans je.. haisy. Disebabkan terlampau banyak benda yang digosipkan, gadoh hal sapa nak kawen dulu, orang yang dah grad x puas ati sbb orang dah x tanya bila dia nak Grad( terimala hakikat-farehah) suma orang pun x makan sangat-disamping sbb malu nak tambah banyak2 time orang ramai tu. Yang penting, kitaorang sempat berfotogedik di rumah pah sebagai tanda kenang-kenangan.
( termenung jauh si Erma..laparke?)



(lama gile x jumpa korang..rindu ah)

hari raya keempat. Khalilah buat Open House. Berjanjila dengan Aliaa nak pegi sekali.. tapi sbb En Yusub terlupa kami nak keluar hari tu.. terlambat la 30 minit. Cik Aliaa pasti dah bengang sbb dia dah penat bercomel2 dengn baju raya dia( oren jugak.. terbukti kita kembar r..hahaha) .Berjaya sampai ke rumah Khalilah tanpa sesat. Cik Khalilah pun dah semakin lawa dah sekarang membuatkan diri terasa tercabar," kenapa suma orang pun macam dah mature" kmu nk jadi peterpan-x nak membesar.
(tengok.. oren jugak.. dun admire too much la dear.hahaha )

( kenapa diah nampak macam besaq dalam gambar ni?.. confius tul)

( Cam tak caya Khalilah dah jadi mature dan ayu camni.. dulu KRS kasaq ja..jangan mara aaaa komander)

bila nak balik, kamu diheret Nadia dan Erma ke rumah terbuka kawannya pulak.. Terkulat2 kamu nak berlaku cool kat open house tu sbb kamu x kenal pun tuan rumahnya. mak cik tuan umah jeling2 je.. macam tau je kamu datang nak perabih makannya je tu .

hari raya kelima, sibuk bermesej ngan Adib, nak Ajak Ida kuar tapi Adib "malu" nak call Ida. (kedekut kredit sbnarnya tu) Jadi sebagai kawan yang BAIK, kamu msg Ida. Seperti yang dijangka, Ida tersangat la exsited nak kuar. Tapi pastu cik Adib pulak ada problem. Maknya nak bersalin. atas desakan beberapa pihak tertinggi, cik adib berjaya dihasut untuk keluar jugak. Awal pagi Rabu tu, kereta En Yusub rosak pulak..macam2 dugaan nak jumpa neh....tapi nasib baik kereta tu berjaya dipujuk bergerak sebelum pukul 1 ptg. Kamu cuak sbb takut Ida dah sampai dulu, tapi sia2 je cuakan tu.heh. Selepas cik Adib yang nampak kusut datang-mungkin sbb sibuk menjaga adik barunya tu ( adib... siapa namanya ek?) kitaorang pun makan2 untuk mendapatkan tenaga untuk bergosip2 selepas tu. yang tak besnya...

tengok tu... apa budak berdua ni buat... tsk..tsk...tsk..some bad habit never dies..

(tengok.. mengumpat x abih2.. tau la bln posa dah abih.. bawak2 la bertobat)

( pergh.... Ida dah jadi lagi Womanly dari kitaorang dua.. tercabar tul!)

kamu dan rakan2 dah puas memusing Alor Star Mall yang kononnya agak besar tu. (tipuuuuuula sangat.. potong 6 midvalley pun x la sekecik ia) Next stop, panggung wayang.Disebabkan kamu suma merasakan diri masih lagi kanak2 riang, kamu tengok G-Force. kamu tengok di sekeliling, Orang lain bawak anak2. tak kisahla.. janji hepi.. Sebelum pegi masuk cinema, kamubaru tersedar ada tempat K-OK kat sana, kamu gian nak nyanyi.. tapi malu nak ngaku kata nak pegi.. Nasib baik kwan2 kamu tu pun mcm paham2 je. tapi sbb cik kaunter tu x nak jugak bagi masuk kurang dari 3 jam.. kamu terpaksala memendam harapan tu dan berazam untuk berkaraoke jugak bila dah balik KL. ( rugi x leh dgr Ida nyanyi..hahaha

balik ke Kl hari Jumaat padahal semua housemate kamu balik hari hari Sabtu dan Ahad, kamu tiinggal sorang2 kat rumah. Kat Puncak alam tu....FUHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... berani giler!! (bangga sebentar)


Hari Isnin.. Praktikal kat Hospital Kajang start.. bermulala hari2 yang x berapa menggembirakan sbb kamu x gemar ngan sister yang jaga wad kamu.

3nd week. Praktikal kat Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah ( HTAR). Gembira sbb wadnya sangat best .. dapat blajar banyak kes2 best dan akhirnya terasa macam berjaya buat sesuatu yang selain dari bt keja bdk2 sem 1. tapi pastu wad tu kena tutup sbb dijaikan wad H1N1. Kotaorang kena duduk kat "pusat Perubatan Puncak Alam" ..bosan2.. kamu jadi bertambah tensen.

4th week. Kat ICU HTAR.. tersangat la besnya keja kat sini..Macam x mau blik ja.. Great case, great experience, much to learn. LOVE IT.. eh... kenapa terasa macam dah kuar tajuk raya nih?

Open house terakhir.. Raya deepavali kat umah Nina lepas berjaya pujuk Puan Siti pendekkan kelas.. Pandai je korang bab2 balik awal ni.. heh
( muka2 lapar x makan dari pagi..eksited dapat makan free)


(jangan silap sangka.. yang bertunang tu kakakNina.. bukan Ikin hahaha)


( Ini dia calon pelakon mami jarum.. nantikan dia dlam mami jarum 3 di pawagam berhampiran anda..haha)

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credits to:
Mak ayah tersayang....
Kayers yang dirindui..
Classmateku yang hurm... yang apa ek.. ?
sapa2 yang macam terperasan namanya disebut dalam ni..


P/s: walaupun dah abih raya.. tapi, " selamat belated hari raya.."

Thursday, October 15, 2009

i'm here u dummy!!!

I'm really excited bout Young bae releasing his new single..
Where u at and wedding dress..
i'm really EXCITED i think i'm in cloud nine.



KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

stop it!!!
he seriously need to stop making my heart flutter everytime listening to his voice and seeing his move.

Listening to where u at?
akekeke... i cant help grinning and melting ..
"i'm here u dummy.. "


WHERE U AT LYRICS

I don't even know your name, girl
but I will get you somehow
just got let me know where you at
cuz Im here, come here

Its as if you know me from the first glance
When I saw that familiar smile of yours
My footsteps stopped as well

baby,
Time flies by with a blink of an eye
But I remember that feeling at that moment
Anyhow it feels insecure
So can I try it again

When I turn around to see you again
You are only getting farther

Today I am going to find you again
and stay on this spot

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Please tell me right now
So my love can start
where u at, girl

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
I will be already standing beside you

As if my loneliness is understood
Those expressions of yours is unforgettable
You understand my feelings

Perhaps you are having a hard time like Im
If this cold world
Collides and tires you out
Please wait until I can meet you

No matter how much I run to find you
You are only getting farther

As usual today I am
Over the skies and shout towards your path

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Please tell me right now
So my love can start
where u at, girl

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
I will be already standing beside you

Lets go

Let me break this time
Somewhere today
You, who will be listening to this song
Ill promise you right now that
You were meant for me, so I will be there for you

I just wanna know where u at
where u at
where u at
where u at

Tell me right now
So my love can start

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
I will be already standing beside you
I will be standing here

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

shock me.

SS501 had their autograph signing session in Selangor.. in PJ....

like OMG...
they are here last month..in Selangor.. Selangor.. the same place i'm stepping my feet on for the last 3 years
and yet.. i only know of it last week..
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...
that a total turn down..
and GOD.........i'm so very dissapointed for my ignorance
i feel like.. " What the hell was i doin that I didn't know of it at all"( should i switch from 98.8fm to my.fm then?)
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

izza shock.

all you lucky gal that got the chance to meet Hyun jooong.. damn .. i'm so jealous right now..
i could die of jealousy seeing all the pictures taken by then at the session.. (>.<)


looking on the bright side.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are holding their ASIA TOUR PERSONA 2009 in December or JAnuary..( please please make it december.)
although i'm anticipating Big bang or 2pm or NEWS to come..but nevertheless
GYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sooooooooo goin.. who's with me?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

the relaxation theraphy

ok.. i admit.. i usually vent everything out in here..
sorry that u have to read all those.. but this is really my only way out..
because i can never be myself out here.. never. not like when i'm with u guys( u noe who u r.. )
because it'll be just weird.. and well you know..some people just cant accept people being different than them
and also i chicken out too i guess..afraid of loosing friend if i scold em or say things that they make me wanna scream to their face..
i'm such a hypocrite.. i know.

i'm so tired of wishing things would turn out right for me now..
and found something that totally gets my mind out of all the problem that have been clouding my mind..
just though of sharing this.. because it's effing funny..
and yeah.. i can smile back now.. (n.n)
JIAYOU.....!!
HWAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!







hoping for a " la vida dolce"

so.. back here again..
and no.. thing haven't been better but just just keep swelling and gangrening from time to time..
urgh i hate the current situation so much right now..

Got a new problem about the hospital placement, right when i finally feel like i'm able to fit in with the new environment,learn something new.. we have to move out again..
urgh........... I want to go for my practical as planned.. but now..
i think my spirit to fight have run low by this 2 week alone..
things are just so effing bad!!!!
i feel like crying now.. what does fate have in store for me this semester.. i dont know
but i'm really worried that my CGPA will drop due to much problem this semester.. ( havent i told u i hate being in Puncak Alam for some reason?)

i'm trying to be positive about this but how can i when i'm unable to even see some light that promises things would be better this semester..
I'm just clueless, sad and very distress right now.. ( usually practical was the happiest time of the semester for me..to be able to help other, see the real situation i will be working in, connect with new people.. but this sem... Why oh Why must it happen this way?)

ok...........i dont wanna think about it anymo'

lets just hope there's a silver lining for this heavy cloud tomorrow..

Monday, October 5, 2009

i'm back... i guess

i've been wanting to post up something since last week but things just keep messing up that i've lost interest to even get online..
test.. assignment.. research paper.. assignment.. presentation.. practical..

i'm too tired by the end of the day.
i think i got no life outside of the the " cycle"
hurm.. I need to get get out a bit..



oh..i know i should post up something about the Eid's holiday ( which was totally awesome.. the best Hari raya ever..) but then.. i'm in no mood to do anything cheery rite now.
so till i'm fully recovered and rested, i think that is for now..

don't miss me too much guys.. hahaha

P/s: dream of someone that i've longed to see last night.. too bad it was a short dream.. i've got so much to tell him.. * sigh*