A LOVE LETTER TO MR D..

i remember the 1st time i set my eyes on YOU..
so solid and sophisticated..I'm mesmerized
 i cant help thinking about you.. I THINK IT's LOVE
even when i no longer see you nearby,  the  memory of you still linger in my mind..

yesterday, i saw you again..
my heart was beating so fast... I THINK this stupid love come again
this heartache is driving me crazy!!

my heart was saying..
" can i reach for you"
" can I hold you "
" can I ever have you"
dear Mr D, I really want you..


seeing you in the hand of other...
my heart hurt..
I think It's jealousy..
the way you just fit with that other girl,  the way both of you look when you are together..
i want you..
but having you come with a price to pay...and that was something i cant affort right now
Ohoho..

Mr D.. I wonder when will we be  together
getting to know each other ..
to get my hand on your magnificent body...
going everywhere together.. no matter what other may say,
i know as long as we are together,  I'll be the happiest girl there is..
MR D, I know we were always meant for each other..

I REALLY  REALLY WANT YOU  MR DSLR Camera....
hahahaaha

the not-so-sincere-writer,

VIPCOLOGIST..

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Today's is an important date to me..
to the most optimistic person whom always inspire me with his writing..
and always brought me smiles even during my hardest time..
who make goofy boys look adorable and make me starts to go nuts over cute-clumsy-guy-who-doesnt-even-know-he -look-cute-being-goofy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAMAPI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
may you still be the most handsome and cool 'goofy' ever!!!!!



and for that catchphrase that  I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE MOST!!!!! sankyu...

I'M POSSIBLE!!!!!!




ohoho..... I like one part in  this CM.. Very much.. *wicked laugh*
just went back from the beach last 2 weeks.. and only 3 things come to mind at that time:
- beach reminds me of Pi very much.. ( which make me love the sea even more, ReGARDLESS of the sunburn i hVE TO suffer the following days (T.T)
2- L'arc en ciel's- shizuka no umi de.. ( well.. it's not that quiet in pangkor anyway.. but the song is sweet..ANYWAY..) next
3- It would be totally GREAT if i have a DSLR with me.. lots of ideas, but i cannot do it with my current digicam.. cet!
which bring me to... the conclusion:


urmh.....I'm  SOOOOO getting myself the Nikon DSLR!!!!!!

la dolce vita..

konbanchiwa minna..

wonder how are everybody doing.. i've been busy being boring, i think i dont have anything to update. * laugh*

when i check the total number of post i've made ( publish or just kept as draft) this is my 101th post.. wah.. that many aa.

i didn't expect myself to write that many nagging thought.. and to think that i first start blogging here because i need an outlet to release my life frustration..having 101 post here, My LIFE must seem like a tragic tale to you.. * deciding to cry or to laugh*

Hope I didn't get you wrongly think that my whole life is like a mess ( well, sometime it is)

LA DOLCE VITA means the sweet life in Italy. it's not that I can read nor understand italian nor am I a fan of the movie.. dolce vita is what i want to achieve by venting out here. SO that i will feel at ease after throwing em out.

i am a person with difficulties to show how I really feel in real life.. i just don't know how to react properly in most cases involving contact with others.

in front of the guy i like, instead of smiling endlessly and shows affection/or whatever it is that the normal girl would do.. my normal reaction would be like this:

Boy :( make a funny statement)

me : *laugh a bit*-if it really funny or just go *.........*

then change the topic without even trying do a fake laugh.

or

Boy : You are very creative la for doing.......... ( this or that) like this . never knew u are so talented

Me: *without much expression* .. urmh.. thanks..

then walk away like its nothing to be really happy about ( while the truth is i feel like flying with glee when he talks)

or the time when someone make me piss off..

All the time.. I can only smile a bit..or make a face and act as if i dont care eventhough i'm boiling inside.

I JUST COULDNT SHOW MY REAL EMOTION IN FRONT OF OTHERS

so that's why this blog was started..

i am always better at expressing them by writing or drawing than to just let run amuk in front of other. It has always works to calm me down.. except that i never have the chance to tell Dr Poet that I fancy him even before we started the drama preparation .That he was such a wonderful actor and that he was like the generator to the whole English class-without him the class was well..not lively. And I want to thank him because in some part or another, college life was bearable. OH Well.. that was old story.. But I can't help to wonder if our lines will cross again.

I think I have the worst luck with people.

When i loathe someone and wove not to EVER meet him/her again.. the next thing I know, i'm stuck with that person. It's true, there's this ex-roomate from Uni whom like to boast about herself or her man,take my thing without even asking, a fulltime attention seeker with loud voice and endlessly talks..talks and talks *shake head*. I thought after we were allowed to find our own place to life during 2nd year in , I would never have to face her again except during class, and it turns out she's living 2 floor above us.. then when have to stay in hostel again, she's next door and after graduated from uni.. she live just a block away from my house. AND i have to face her when me and my close friend went outing together because she live with that friend .Is this a curse or what? knowing this, I tried to shake the feeling i have for her all this while, but heck, if she's acting JUST THE WAY SHE WAS IN COLLEGE.. i doubt that any change is even possible. Maybe i'm blinded by hate..heh

In RL, i really don't speak much, unless it is necessary..

you wouldn't hear me going all girly-girly or gossiping like i did here..( unless you are Aliaa) I hate conversation just for the sake of not being quiet .. how to say this.. urmh.. the kind u did just to break the silence but you don actually want to listen to what the other reply to you..you just hate the quietness. But I like It, silence is golden, It prevent me saying the wrong thing to others and save others from my cynical remarks ( I'm damn good at that actually, just dont let me get it loose.. I can be REAL MEAN.. and i mean IT)

i dont know where this statement lead to.* laugh*

just.. sorry that all of you have to bear with my continuous rambling about life, this is my only way out since i left all my painting kit at home.. Or, i'll turn really crazy

i promise, i will try to update more on the merry side ( which i always so lazy to write about ) to balance with the ugly side( which i always have the energy to write about)

for bearing with me..

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

oh.. and by the way, i got inspiration on title of the blog from jiyoung's tatoo...*wink and laugh* you would have thought of that already.

Jumping Jumping!!

Ok.. after the last entry, i thought that i'll be another 2 to 3 month before i have the mood to wrote anything here..

heck.. I cant keep fangirling to myself..

YG.. you should know i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE you so very much..

A BB concert in Malaysia.. KL even.. what more could i ask for!!

really YG.. I LOVE you.. LOL

Really cant wait for june!!!( please2 don't change the place or time.

GOSH... this song is so damn intoxicating..Already fall in love the moment i heard i.. TONIGHT..
and i swear.. Tabi is so darn cool with the new hair.!!and at the end when he says goodnight..
Oh! i think my heart just went out.. ~ melting

WHAT is RIGHT.. kinda like a children song for some reason.. you keep on humming to the song.. ( although all I could sing out correctly is only the'what is right and what is wrong') haha.

ok.. admit it.. Gd look lovely in here..

he look more beautiful than a real girl.. I'm so jealous!!

somebody to love..
jeez.. *eyes fixed at YB*
Jeez!!!!!* blush*

did someone turn off the fan ..it Hot in here



oo

at first.. i think this song was Unn..a no-no for me.. but it starting to grow on me.. (^.^)V

their new album was somewhat diff from the last one.. But all in the good way.
Like. Like.Like and LIKE again..(if only there's a like button here)
just the cover was DUH! wonder why must they make most of their cover like that.. Hurm..

CANT WAIT for JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

* better start practicing the dance steps!!*

working live is totally overrated!!

Remember when you are still a student in some university, all you want at that time is to finish your studies and get into the community as fast as you could..

remember at that time you imagining yourself being a totally different you, more mature, poise, confident and more knowledgeable perhaps..

Yes!! I'm going to be a working women once I graduated from here.. Life would be so much different then" you told yourself..

after working for 6 month..

you liked your job.. and still striving to follow the vibe..

but..

but..

it seem that the way to go or survive at the place is only by flattering your boss, play by her rule.

you have no say on whatever issue that she come up with..

+ workplace politics began to take place more than the working issue..

+ Have to bear with the boss's pet, take over her job( which she messed and never admitting her mistake)..

+ take responsibility of other colleagues mistakes- just because you are higher qualified( while the fact is that you are just starting in the area, so how could I Know everything)

+ try not to be dis-hearted by comment made by others( the colleagues) who don't seem to be able to appreciate what you done ( IGNORANT people are such a pain in the ass!!)

+ You wake up everyday, feeling that job is just a routine from monday to Saturday.. do the same thing everyday.. tired by the end of the day

and then at the end of the day, lay half asleep.. asking yourself.. " what have i actually achieve today?' and just sleep without receiving the answer..

Yeah.. Life is different now.. - for all the wrong reason.

I DONT WANNA LOOSE MY PASSION TOWARDS NURSING.. !!

but given these circumstances.. I'm seeing myself running far away from what i hope to achieve.

I wanna love it here again !!

have I let go of my opportunity to work near home for something that i ends up hating.. ( not quite there yet.. but I fear that it will be one day)

have i lose all that i strive hard for for a job that the only motivation for me to keep on doing it is purely financial based..

i wanna keep on loving you dear colleagues, i wanna keep on enjoying helping you dear doctors, and most importantly,

I wanna be the one who will ease your fear before and during procedure,

A friend when you 1st heard a bad news after a CT/MRI checkup,

A person you can trust all your worries,

i wanna be the best for you .. dear PATIENTs..

Dear me..

PLEASE ALWAYS HAVE THE PASSION AND HEART TO DO GOOD.. no matter how hard the blow come from the surrounding.

You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.
( mother theresa)

One in a mirrion!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

his holding a concert in bangkok this April..

LIKE OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

should i go..?

like seriously, should I really go.. ? I want to go sooo DESPERATELY!!!

but hurm.. is it really safe to go to bangkok these days.. * thinking hard*

damn JE, always holding their show, concert in Bangkok ..

why not try changing the venue to Kl instead.. then i wouldnt be having this double thought about goin because there would be no way i', gonna miss seeing da dorky AKIRA, drop-dead-gorgeous-KUROSAGI, Super Cool-AIZAWA SENSEI..ect2

AKU NAK PI TGK PIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!..

At first when encik puan mas told me about his concert, didnt really have any intention to even consider going to this concert. but after some time, cant help but to think of going..

and over time, the thought grows more intense.. huhu

and usually i will follow what my heart tune my mind into

seeing him dancing... ~~~~~~~~~~ heaven~~~~~~~~~~~~~* dreamy mode*

But really, thinking of going to foreign place without any friend doesn't seem inviting at all..

SO.... WHO's COMING WITH ME? haha ( on your own expense i mean)

anyway... just found out the original singer of the song. No wonder the song have so many engrish to it.. LOL

but .. i think his version make more sense..

* put a msg in a bottle*

*track you down by a satelite*- i donno bout you.. but the lyrics doesnt seem to fit well..it's kinda weird even.

and his voice was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy better suit for it.. Ok.. heavely Pi biased.. but WTH.

hurm.. wonder, how much is one Baht to RM ?

ne, i know you would be so depress if i'm not there to support you.. * cough*.. LOL

that's more like it.. * doing the nobuta power gesture*

and YEs.. I still have a great crush on you mr Akira san.. ohoho

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feel great to be able to fangirl back.. !!!

feel free to be me for a while.. haha.

I miss you my crazy fangirl self.. !!! Good to have you back.. * pat self*

hoho..

sebuah entry baru akhirnya...!!

konbanchiwa..

ahem.....

* dgn suara ala2 penyimpan mohor raja2)saya dengan ini mengistiharkan, I'm BACK!!!!!!!

finally after some time living without MR LaPPy, I've gotten myself a replacement for 'him'

Ureshii naa!!!!

and since today is a public holiday..

I have more reason to be happy!!!!

WORK...

back in the days when everything is all about study, assignment, exam and skipping class whenever possible ( laugh), I keep wishing that time flew faster than it already does..but i don't think that i wanted to be in the working group that much. I just want to escape University sooo badly, i think most of the post here reflect my misery more than the merry part.

But for most part, I'm blessed to have meet each circumstances although there are still unsettled feeling left behind.

You maybe can forgive, but to forget take a lot of time and strength ne.

Some may say that i hold a grudge to the one who hurt me, but it's not about keeping a bad feeling towards someone, but forgetting each insulting remarks and words throw at you is another thing.

Those who doesn't experience let alone understand what other's been through, I don't think they have any right to say anything. fullstop.

sorry, didn't mean to touch this issue on todays comeback post, just wanna clear something over a statement made by someone. I'm not a vengeful person, but a crack in the heart caused by certain people words or action isn't something that can be mend easily, especially when that person keep doing it repeatedly. WAKARU?

ok.. totally forgotten what i originally want to post..

and my mind is too occupied with the latest discovery of an axillary lymph node swelling in my right. God please let it be a normal swelling, not the one i thought it was.

it's been a while since i felt like wanting to post anything here...

not that i don have anything to say anymore.. just too lazy to open up blogspot and scribble just anything that come across my mind.

then, my dearest laptop broke down.. ( selamat tinggal dear LAPPY) RIP.. huhu..still very much devastated with the lost...all my pictures and video project done throughout the 4 years were totally unable to be saved * SIGH*

anyway.. thinking about that now aleady kill my mood straight away..

I'm Missing MY lappy so very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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just a quick update..

- I' M officially a working 'adult' now!!! ( which make no different in my way of thinking, but just change in the amount of things i'm starting to waste money on)

-Tomorrow, my graduation day- but then realize a new pimple forming somewhere on the face. CHEEEEESEEEEEEE sungguh.. time2 genting camni la dia nak bt cameo..

- and oh yeah... i'm still depress about my laptop and the missing memory , i dont feel like writing right now..( said it 3 time already.. emphasizing how miserable i am now.. huhu)

so, until i finally have the courage and gather up my thought, Ciao for now..

it's not IMPOSSIBLE its I'M POSSIBLE

it is no secret that i am always fascinated with Japan..

well.. maybe recently , with all the halyu waves crushing in, I may seem a little distracted..but here i am back at the first square..

I'd love to go to that country, if given a chance..hehe

just finish reading an article about Foreign Nurses in Japan..

hurm, most people know that they don't really like foreigners working in their land- (so I heard..)

but I found the concept of it is quite the same with Malaysian.. ahem.. I mean, if we all like foreigners working in our country, I think there would not be so much talk or comments that smell anti-illegal worker,or anti-worker from this and that country.. ( ahem *cough*..I might be one of em) Ey..what the point of this part really actually?

to the main point..

I think it was last year that the Philippine made a deal with the Japanese government to have their nurses send to the land where my Dr Aizawa reside.. (I'm a helpless fangirl..huhu )

Anywayyyyy....

they have done it, even though only one of em pass the exam..

Malaysian nurses.. When is our time?.. * puppy eyes*

( dear Dr Aizawa.. I'm looking forward to working with you..!!!)

it may seem to be impossible for me to get it at this point ( since Malaysia did not made such agreement with Japan).. But I believe that I'M POSSIBLE . If I tried my best, I believe I will find my ways to achieve that.. Insyaallah.. ( cepat aminkan beramai2)

read more at:

http://globalnation.inquirer.net/features/people/view/20100808-285575/The-only-Filipino-nurse-to-pass-Japans-nursing-exam

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i'm thinking....

why is it easier to find nursing subjects Note made by Pinoy lecturers/nurses rather than Malaysians one?

and

Why cant I find any websites that made by Malaysian nurses for their juniors like the one I always refers to during exams ( again from filipino source) .. Sometimes I think, it's true that there are some nurses who eats their young..They only will critic the young one when they are doing something wrong, but seldom offers a helping hand.

i'm not accusing all of em, but from what I've seen during training, mmg banyak la yang pentingkan diri sendiri ja.. X salah ngajar junior kan.. Kami buat salah, kan ke effectnya kena kat semua.. "

i'm only saying this because it seem that the Philippines nurses they help each other to achieve more with their career, unlike here..( apa2 saja yang x bw benefit kat diri sendiri dorang akan bangkang.. camna nursing nak naik camtu) well, lets not go more into that.

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( wait...Who's cool nurse? that one, next to Dr Aizawa?* lovinthatname*... Oh.. It's me..)

LOL..

just realize, I actually able to mix my worklife with Oh-I-Think-I-Fall-For-Pi life.. haha..

ok..Just another case of a sleep deprived person..

chiau..

uh Oh...

Goodnite Aizawa Sensei!!!!!

HOH!!

it's been a while since i post anything up here..

been wanting to do something about it.. my mood to write was easily killed after several bloghopping activity..

people may use blog for several reason..some made it as their daily diary, for business, teaching , sharing thought and idea..ect2..

I made this one and my LJ solely because I love to write and I don't wanna forget my passion towards writing.. so..I don't really care who came visiting here..

WORDS.. be it written or spoken have very strong power.. I've said that once.

and it's true..

and some people have the power to get readers to agree with their every written words eventhough it is not the truth about the issue they were blogging on.

it irritate me when people who dont really know about an issue talks like they know everything about it and post something STUPID and argue with anybody whom disagree with them..

like on the issue on religion.. I DON't THINK IT IS SOMETHING YOU CAN JOKE ABOUT..

yet ,these brats take it lightly and play around with it.. macam orang x penah belajar agama.. !!

if the one who post it wasn't a Muslim and didn't learn anything about religion..it's forgivable kot..

tapi.. my fellow Malaysian.. Melayu lak tu.. dan aku rasa Islam la( tapi sgt bangga ngan brand Yahudi dia tu)

malu aku baca weh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku pun x la baik sgt pun..

Kdg2 aku pun ada kemusykilan gak sal agama.. ada benda yang aku rasa x patut, atau aku terasa nak pertikaikan..tapi, instead of keep on confusing myself over thing like that.. better find the right answer to it.. perbetulkan apa yang dimusykilkan tu dgn orang berilmu agama.

Ni tak..dia dah terpesong ngan pemikiran dia ..nak tarik orang lain jugak sama sesat ngan dia..

Nauzubillah...

Bila orang lain sibuk ngan kempen utk memerangi keganasan yahudi.. dia dengan bangganya pulak memperekehkan usaha2 tu dan menyokong Yahudi..

Sedih aku bila aku baca dia punya penulisan.. mungkin x da sapa nak bimbing dia..

Ye..aku akui.. x baik berprasangka sgt kat agama lain..

tapi encik.. dalam Al-quran pun dah sebut.. Sirah nabi pun dah tertulis ttg agama yang satu tu..

penyokong dia membandingkan Gfnya yang beragama yahudi berbuat baik kpd haiwan ngan orang islam yang membunuh anjing yg kononnya dapat pahala( knp bandingkan ngan orang yang berdosa encik)

Encik..aku pun penah baca pengakuan sorang Yahudi ( yang kemudian masuk Islam) ni yang keras menentang keganasan Israel tu.. Sangat bertuah dia dpt hidayah yang ramai kita sendiri x dapat.

The thing is.. we are not fighting them as a person.. we are fighting THEM whom were tormenting our friends in Palestine.

Aku pun x kata suma yahudi tu jahat macam aku x kata suma org Islam tu baik..

kalau aku ada patient Yahudi pun aku x akan prejudice kat dia just sbb agama dia ( lainla kalau si PM israel tu-mau aku bagi propofol overdose - puas ati aku..)

tapi, issue di sini bila satu organisasi tu dah diketahui membiayai keganasan di Gaza.. membiayai kematian beribu orang Islam sendiri.. bolehkah kamu terus menyokong organisasi tu..?

kalau kamu tahu organisasi tu bagi duit kpd tentera utk bunuh family kamu/org yang kamu sayang.. tergamakkah kamu terus sokong organisasi tu..

UNLESS YOU ARE TRULY HEARTLESS OR TOO STUPID TO SEE THAT i think you will..macam yang kau sedang buat skrg

sbb kami yang kolot ni pikirkan hal tu.. kami benci Yahudi.. Tapi sbb kamu sgtla Cool abih, Moden la sgt kononnya.. Teruskanlah sokong Organisasi Yahudi kamu tu,teruslah berbangga ngan pencapaian Yahudi ( yang terang x da income pun kau jaja sana sini)

And I also cannot tolerate people who are not patriotic..

bukannya nak kau jadi ekstrem sgt cam si-tarian-bali ekstermist dulu tu yang sampai nak bt ganyang malaysia.. ( aku ganyang mulut tu kang baru tau)

tapi..have some respect for ur own country will ya!!!

and also please show some respect for those who have sacrifice for the country..

x tau la time kau belajar sejarah dulu kau tido ke tak..( maybe kau kena belajar balik ngan cikgu sejarah aku-cikgu Rosli- biar kena kaw2 ngan dia baru nak paham kot)

Lahir kat Malaysia, dari kecik sampai dah berjanggut pun x penah tinggalkan negara.. alih2 x abih2 kondem negara sendiri..

yang dah p luar negara pun ada juga la sekerat dua macam tu..buang duit rakyat je hantar kau ngaji jauh2..tp ko lupa daratan mcm tu skali.

the gov have their flaws..that is true..so, instead of complaining and spreading false rumors, why dont you do something about it?

be in the politic! Change the way things are now!

tapi kau mesti jawab"x minat politik" atau politik tu Kotor.. You dont want to do anything and you cant do anything better than the person you were condemning, yet still wanna act as you are sooooooooooooo big?

Haish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the answer i'm looking for all my life is this...

just read this from Iluvislam... and these is the complete answer to my worries for earlier post.....

i kinda know all these... i guess i forgot that when i was the one who were dealing with crisis...

Disclaimer: the above content are not mine... they are from that site...

just wanna share it here so that i will never forget them..

Kita selalu bertanya dan al-Quran telah menjawabnya.

Kita bertanya: Kenapa aku diuji?

Quran menjawab, "Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan."Kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar, dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang berdusta." (Surah al-Ankabut: 2-3)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa aku tidak dapat apa yang aku idam-idamkan?

Quran menjawab, "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." (Surah al-Baqarah: 216)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa ujian seberat ini?

Quran menjawab, "Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." (Surah al-Baqarah: 286)


Kita bertanya: Kenapa kita rasa kecewa?

Quran menjawab, "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman."(Surah Ali Imran: 139)


Kita bertanya: Bagaimana harus aku menghadapinya?

Quran menjawab, "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang, dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amat berat kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyuk." (Surah al-Baqarah: 45)


Kita bertanya: Kepada siapakah harus aku berharap?

Quran menjawab, "Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain daripadaNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakal." (Surah at-Taubah: 129)


Kita bertanya: Apa yang aku dapat daripada semua ujian ini?

Quran menjawab, "Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada orang-orang mukmin, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka." (Surah at-Taubah: 111)


Kita berkata: Aku sedih!

Quran menjawab, "Dan demikianlah keadaan hari-hari (kejayaan dan kesedihan) Kami pergilirkan di antara manusia (supaya menjadi pengajaran)." (Surah Ali Imran: 140)


Kita berkata: Aku tak tahan!

Quran menjawab, "...dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dengan rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir."(Surah Yusuf: 87)


Kita berkata: Sampai bilakah aku akan merana begini?

Quran menjawab, "Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan." (Surah al-Insyirah: 5-6)

Orang yang paling kuat sebenarnya adalah orang yang sabar. Tanpa kesabaran yang ditunjangi akal waras dan iman kental, kita pasti tidak dapat bangkit apabila menerima pukulan takdir. Walhal sesuatu bala itu juga nikmat buat kita, hambaNya. Tegal di sebalik musibah yang menimpa, jarang sekali kita mengintai hikmahnya.

Ayat Seribu Dinar

"Barang siapa yang bertakwa kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar. Dan memberinya rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangkanya. Dan barang siapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan keperluannya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanakan urusan yang dikehendakiNya. Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu." (Surah at-Talaq: 2-3)

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